Psychedelic Bump XV

That's extremely extreme use, you would agree . 280 injections/week? That's 40 IV injections per day . . . man, I think if you're at that point of throwing your life away, it doesn't matter what's in that needle anymore, now you're into serious IV repercussions like abscesses, infections and amputations and such. You're basically a voodoo doll of yourself How sad is that?

I snorted two 40-50mg MXE doses today, but I still don't wanna touch any opiates in any serious manner. Or use a needle. My health and my body come first before my good time and my exploration. I think that it comes down to priorities. I think a lot of addicts are sort of trying to kill themselves without having the guts to take a weapon to their body, so instead they hustle and live out their days as such, pricking themselves a dozen times a day or more and just waiting deep down for that sweet day when there is no more tomorrow. I do not have that death drive. I have anchors keeping me in this complicated world.

I've got some of this that I haven't tried yet, the plant matter. Got it with some Dagga, which was surprisingly good, very close to a pot high (for being a bright orange flower ).

 

You liked dagga? I've got 14 grams of dagga but I never really got anything out of it.. did you smoke it?

 

would you say 20-50 bong hits a day is excessive? well yeah i know people like that who lost all their teeth at 24 years old..

it can all be abused and i see many people throwing their lives down the drain to cannabis and even know a guy who smoked so many bongs it messed up his head and he commit suicide earlier this year.

i don't tell people not to smoke it but it can take hold just like any drug i just like factual info to be around and not just 'these drugs are ok cos that's what i've decided' and 'these are evil cos i decided'. they're just opinions not everyone who takes opies are junkies same with weed and ket etc... but people are fiends and thrown their lives away for all these drugs i just have happened to witnessed some truly horrific cannabis abuse which pisses me off that everyone is so pro weed that is all... x

 

Having dealt with addicts of each variety and having some of my own habitual tendencies with at least Weed and Ketamine, I will say that from what I've witnessed habitual Pot use is 100x better than habitual Disassociatives/opiates use.

 

mmm.. on a small dose of MXE. threshold effects tolerance obviously climbing. Still have a good 1.5g's left. Sad to see all the RC's officially going extinct I only hope they will be revived in my lifetime.

Ahh how I love this forum. Oh government.. and your hatred for those who live life on another level. When will you leave us alone.

 

I like low dose MXE. Around 20mg is good for socializing. Makes me less concerned with myself and mixes so wonderfully with weed. I don't like to take it above 35.

 

What happens when you go above 35mg?

 

I have an opportunity to try Amt, i have been reading. Alot of people think of it as a mild psychedelic and others report hardcore vomiting and general bad trips. what the dilly yo?

 

I understand where you coming from, Low doses vaguely remind me of being intoxicated though slightly more trippy of course.
Higher doses leave you feeling like your an alien and you will soon start talking to your pets. The 100mg+ doses you will meet the M-Hole which is quite an interesting experience within itself.

 

I have tried it in the 20-30 mgs range a few times, one of the trips was injected. 'An all day psychedelic lollipop' is a fitting description for aMT imo. I've only had the slightest hints of nausea from it in that dose range and it basically acts like an antidepressant with slightly trippy effects. Some draw comparisons to MDMA in that lower dose range which I think is a bit off and at higher doses (50 + mgs) some make comparisons to LSD.

It's not something I would go out of my way to aquire but if I were offered it again I would not pass it up, so that's basically what I'd recommend to you.

 

I feel retarded.

It's nice. I only took it up to 35mg though. It feels like a basic tryptamine. I only felt a little nausea and soreness for the first 30 mins after threshold effects but while that was happening it was easily remedied by lying down and being still.
It's used a lot in combinations. I used MXE with it after the halfway point and it was very powerful and entrancing. I can't wait to try it with 4-AcO-DMT.

 

Gotcha. I put mine on some gum today. It was kinda cool. Chew gum, flatten, add Kanna, close it up, and start chewin! Worked pretty well...

yeah but this is EXTREME. HO-LY

I think that behind every addiction lies emotional pain. The more serious the addiction, the more severe the emotional pain. This is why addiction is a bitch to treat. When the addiction fails, the pain comes up, so people tend to go back to their addictions. If you dont find some way to address the underlying pain, then the person is going to need SOMETHING to cope. I think this is why Ibogaine can be so useful to treat addiction. Not only does it bypass opiate withdrawal, it gives you an all night psychedelic/emotional ass whooping to get your ass in gear....

 

aMT is a real nice compound. My most recent dose was around 50mg orally (I eyeballed the dose..) combined with 1 blotter of good LSD, and that was a really profound experience.
I split a 2L bottle of ginger ale with 2 other people and none of us got particularly nauseous - we all took the 50mg dose. One guy even went to a boxing class after that and he was fine.

My first dose ever was 50mg plugged, and I got no nausea from that either. What's nice about aMT is that I usually get good visuals going on, but it's not really as up front and in your face as some psychedelics are. IME, the trips are usually much more gentle than many others psychedelics.

I think many of the people who report extreme nausea and bad trips are dosing above 50mg. There have been reports of people dosing, I believe, as high as 200mg.

 

LOL must have been an interesting boxing class :boxing_smiley::smilielol5:

 

Been getting weird 2C-E 'flashbacks'. I haven't done any since July and no psychedelics period since October. I'm not seeing stuff but rather getting bouts of synathesia like I have on 2C-E. It's pretty damn bizzare to start tasting colors and textures in the middle of my day. I already taste some words but recently it's been happening to entire sentences or a random word will stick out during a conversation and I can taste it.

 

^ Every so often when listening to music, I close my eyes and I see full on psychedelic textures for a few seconds. Honestly I love it. About an hour ago, I had a visual hallucination that I feel is a bit unrelated to psychedelics, but please take a look.
http://www.hipforums.com/newforums/showthread.php?t=441912

 

Well in that case, I will make sure I never spell the word fart, just in case you happen to read.

J/k, what do these words taste like? I'm guessing it's not the words you taste but the associations/definitions that you tie to the words.

 

In the good togue in cheek, cheeky spirit of things said of late re: opioids, if you know Anton Newcombe's and the Dandy's history this should make sense, especially coming from me. If anything it should serve as a guide of what not to do. Opium is the forbidden fruit.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gtjNoUChBcs&feature=youtube_gdata_player"]Dig! Brian Jonestown Massacre - The Devil May Care recording - YouTube

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=APrpB-i4d_E&feature=youtube_gdata_player"]The Dandy Warhols - Not If You Were The Last Junkie On Earth - YouTube

If y'all ain't seen it, find Dig!, it's their sad but intriguing story.

Edit: apparently that Dig! excerpt left out that a year after interviewing Anton's father, the man committed suicide on his son's birthday.
Seriously, I'm so much like Anton and our folks very comparable. Spooky...

 

In case anyone is feeling weird on a monday night.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdlbORpRiM8"]Younger Brother - Weird on a Monday Night - YouTube

 

Got 2 White speakers on the way! Best MDMA pills ever made from what i've been reading. Hopefully they'll be here before new years or even my birthday (jan 2nd)