Psychedelic Bump XIII

gettin a little too gangster in here...i think cosmo called it

 

hahahahaa never woulda thought i'd hear you speak like that GM, i mean you normally sound so refined and elegant :2thumbsup:

big thumbs up for being unpredictable, if there were more girls with your mean streak the world would be much more balanced lol

oh and if you want to fuck his face up without hardly lifting a finger just mix up some saturated sodium hydroxide solution, put in spray bottle after cooling, hunt the fucker down and give him a good thorough soaking with the stuff, aim for exposed skin and it will leave some nice chemical burns, not bad for maybe a $10 weapon, much more dangerous than any mace.. get a splash of this shit in your eyes and you may be facing permanent blindness. if he doesn't wash reasonably quickly the burns will be quite severe.

- side note don't know if your aware- always add hydroxide to water, never the other way around unless you like caustic liquid explosions..

hope you get im :sunny:

 

I can really feel the peace, love, and respect for humanity in here.

No, not really.

Ya, psychedelics don't have the same effect on everyone, thats for sure.

 

bump for mxe

 

Nah, the pavement will be wearing his face. Sorry for all that but no one messes with a family member or friend of mine without paying a price.

When I get like I was earlier I see red and feel no pain and have no fear. It's a rare occurance. I've only had to settle business that way once with a 6'5 270lb man (I'm only 5'3) and he left with two black eyes and broken ribs and I just a jammed finger and a patch of hair missing because he resorted to pulling my hair.

I may be small but I can do some damage. I'm a pretty peaceful person but tazing my bro 12 times in the chest doesn't sit well with me. That coulda killed him. It's like the time this dude sucker punched my bro with brass knuckles n fractured his skull. Dude is lucky he went to jail before i got to him.

I would die for my bro. I saved his life twice, once risking hit by a car. In the exact same spot my dad was killed in a car accident.

 

why did he tase your brother?

 

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I feel you GM, and sorry. Can totally relate, I hate fighting, but the only two times I have involved someone fucking with my little sister (not just picking on her, she came home crying and refused to say so I can only speculate...); some people just sadly take a special kind of learning to fucking learn.

 

Recently! I don't know if it is something I can put into words really, because it has everything entirely to do with the Unkowable, knowing itself through a form of I guess satchitananda or communion, but I will try and give a general outline of the essence of the matter. A sort of ecstatic mystical state, if you will, but one in which I realized that our individual souls' position is eternally beneath that of the creator; the certain conception that, of the highest reaches into the transcendental, our souls will remain as individual, seperate, and the fulfilling of our greatest (and therefore, only) purpose is to be enacted when we are rendered as awareness alone, a witness without a host, observing the creator directly at its source in the act of creating, perpetually in deeper and deeper states of perfect bliss and in awe, but never dissolving entirely into it, AS it. Does this make sense??

Of course I realize that this is quite possibly only conjecture on my part, but I've been approaching the mystical states of communion and higher thought for a relatively long time now, and swung back and forth between occupying the position of the denial of the ascetic and that of the denial of the materialist, and while I've always intuitively known that these are integral and that the Multiple Unity is in itself an expression of God both illusory and solid, realistic, graspable, I've had a difficulty in accepting that the creation only points to the creator, but does not reveal it, it only hints at it, but does not express it in its totality.

To put this in psychedlia focus, if you take our lives as a movie, playing against a screen in a theater (the backdrop of space and time, matter, sensory data and mind, intelligence, knowledge and wisdom etc), the light as the spirit, or realm of our souls, and the projector behind the theater as the final identification of the Absolute before it drops away as an eternal non-entity (the nihilism of Buddhism, the Self without boundary, the ineffable, inexpressable, etc), my experiences with hallucinogens, in particular DMT and Psilocybin, have had me walking around in the audience, talking with lost souls, demons, spirits, archetypal projections, shadows and gradients of the veiled mind, whatever you want to call them, confusing them for expressions of God as an absolute, and playing my role by dancing out the balance from one end to the other. This is over for me, and this is what I meant. But what it means to me, is something I cannot put into words, but as I've said, I've *known* this *thing* for a long time, only, it had been elusive to me until very recently. I did not even entertain the concept of soul, until a few months ago...

 

Bump for a new batch of MXE. powder MXE>Crystal MXE

 

Nice, magic_rocks.

 

Thank you

 

Holy shit. Extremely Hot bath+MXE= amazingness

 

Trying to rob him.

 

I think you basically summed up why your position is very personal and does not apply to 90% of people in your post. You abused ketamine, you used it like alcohol, as a soul killer, and now dissociatives are at best soul killers to you, and at worst, just don't work. But you should know that myself and it seems 90% of people who try MXE have at worst very very fun silly times on it, and at best very deep and spiritual times on it. I can tell you that some of my most intimate and close trips with my gf were on high doses of MXE, where she says she felt her first true ego death, and felt herself complete melding with my self. So yeah I can imagine it's annoying to hear, I know the feeling, back when mephedrone was the big thing and I had not tried it and had no interest to try it, I was like "Ugggh, another mephedrone bump aarrrghhh"

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YES. It is wonderful Vibrational, sexual 3 hour shroom trip that makes you just want to dance your heart out and make love to the air.

Magic rocks, I'm so happy to hear you are still in love and awesome post :sultan: "it" is always deeper and further behind . . . perhaps that is a good definition of "god", "that which is closest and furthest always"



bump for 1mg allergy test of the Mighty Mephedrone. A supplier recently stocked it at a good price and I thought I would sample this very infamous chemical. I did a lot of research and saw that some small segment of users developed powerful vasoconstriction at even reasonable doses so I'm going to start very low. If all is well in ~30 minutes I'll do 10mg, and then maybe a nice 50mg line and see if I want to continue for the evening. If it's really good I'll save it for a proper binge it is snow white, not sticky, and odorless.

 

i read it, magic rocks. dunno that i comprehend much of it though

 

This is very platonic/socratic. The concept you're describing is almost exactly like the socratic idea of the forms and the realm of the forms. Basically that there is a realm which encompasses the true form of each thing which is that things essence. This is also the realm in which souls exist when they are between bodies or when through a life of complete virtue and justice they are able to exist in this realm permanently. The appeal that Socrates gains from this idea is that after death he believes that a person is able to further philosophical thought by being without the hindrances of the body and thus to achieve complete knowledge.

 

And on this day we wish Terence McKenna a happy birthday..

 

Happy birthday Mckenna!!! You and Alan Watts are the two psychedelic thinkers that influenced me the most.



Did 5-10mg mephedrone. Most toxic crap I have ever put in my body :\ seriously considered flushing it down the toilet but will give it one more shot with a real dose, which I am now truly scared of doing. It felt much, much, much worse for me than generous amounts of cocaine, even at this very low dosage. I actually had to lie down and take a nap once the initial stimulation wore off because i just felt like garbage and wanted to not be conscious and feel like this anymore. I developed aches in my limbs, my heart felt like it does at the tail end of a night of a coke binge, I broke into a sweat . . . I am willing to try again because this is after a long shift at work with lots of caffeine ingested and generally just a physically and mentally stressful week. But not impressed . . . I put the rest away. It also made getting an erection very difficult and generally took away my libido by making my mind race about things it doesn't need to race about. I read interesting and conflicting things about mephedrone and sex including that it's awful at low doses and great at high doses so i'm willing to try again, but this will likely be my first and last purchase of this compound. Incredibly, I have a strong urge to dose more. Instead I will eat a good meal.

 

lol Marlboro sent me a metal beer bottle opener that suppose to be mounted to the wall or counter or some shit and ball cap with my initials plus some coupons. Guess imma start drinkin Bud Light n smokin more Marlboros

 

Wow, ive never heard of anyone having such a bad experience with mephedrone. I can definitely see how it could feel toxic but usually only on the come down. Otherwise it was the most euphoric drug I've ever done. Then again I binged on the shit for days at a time. I would say try parachuting 20 mg and then snort a 10 mg line. That was always my favorite. It wears off pretty quick though and the urge to redose, for me at least, is always huge, so after that starts to wear off I would pretty much just repeat similar doses all night. I find it hard to imagine that anyone wouldnt enjoy this drug, I had a lot of fun with it. Wish i could get more.