Psychedelic Bump XII

Yah, the initial ones did, I think I may have only got one batch that was mostly mdpv. The headshop worker knew I liked the more flooring ones.

I would enjoy many other drugs over bath salts but I think it's probably more of a compulsion problem more so than me preferring those drugs.

 

Mephedrone is bad news. I had a hell of a time quitting it about a year back but i havent touched it since. Thank god the DEA just federally banned the shit.

 

I fucking despise posts like yours. Just because you fucked up on the drug doesn't mean a drug should be banned, I bet there was a lot of this type of attitude when LSD and Ecstasy got banned.

 

Have you not had 4 aces? I don't remember...

bro, you gots to if not.

Glad someone said it.

 

LSD and MDMA are completely different from mephedrone. There are benefits to the occasion use of Tryptamines, PEA's as well as LSD. Mephedrone has caused heart palpitations blue extremeties and has a serious compulsion to redose. I don't think it should be illegal because I fucked up. Mephedrone is already being sold on the black market as MDMA. If this drug wasn't banned by the DEA it would continue to escalate and its problem would become much more severe.

 

Sure why not? Schedule I worked so well for marijuana. It's really kept down growing and use.

http://www.myfoxla.com/dpp/sports/marathon-runners-hospitalized-20100321

Damned marathoners... even after profuse sweating, dehydration, extreme heart palpitations and irregular heartbeat and extreme exhaustion they keep doing it over and over and over.

 

HAHA They still haven't banned those damn marathons?

 

Um I know people that have fucked them selves up with x, and people that have freaked out and/or gotten hurt while tripping on lsd.... And for me LSD and X are extremely habbit forming
So everyone has there own weak spots... I personally wish people would stop fucking up their lives with opiates but Im glad theres no chance they will be banned

 

just once at 25 mg. barely got a feel for it. i'd like to try it again, but don't wanna piss off my fiance by ordering more drugs.

 

Cory where in PA are you? I'm right in N Philly. LOT's of LSD going around at the moment, it's been an almost unbroken stream for quite a while now. Also, have you had any DMT recently? I'm just wondering what else is out there in comparison to the batch I have now. I think I've asked you of your whereabouts before, under another screenname, you seem familiar..

Anyway, my friend just ordered more MXE, 2 grams. I'm headed to Brooklyn tomorrow to finish off this DMT with my handsome boy. I don't think I even neccessarily like MXE, but I don't dislike it either.. eh, something to do I guess.

 

Hey porkie, I have good intel on psilocin freebase...sounds amazy-crazy but shit's like $bling$bling$/g, fuck dem prices Stoner Bill Nie the Psychedelic Science guy As for 5-MeO-DaLT, ain't no dud, just mild. Goes hellza gr-r-reat! with mephadrone, the two are like a coked out, mildly LSDish type of roll. Bet your ass both that you never try either, but if you did em as 1 you'd way dig it.
2C-E is swell, I place it in the 2C-x canon with 2C-T-2, 2C-T-7, 2C-B, & 2C-I...just wish to hell the vendors would take this time to open the market for 2C-YN, 2C-EF, 2C-iP, 3C-AL, like they're starting to do with TMA-6 and maybe if that trend follows, oodles of PEA's Congress don't know dick about.
WTF is happening to all of the beloved trypt vendors??? Now of RC backlash, that bit actually does hurt my sensibilities (and feelings, even though I can still source a few). Speaking of, once again directed at porkie: 5-MeO-MiPT is beloved by most all, generally not so much as its DiPT counterpart Foxy Acetoxy, butcha oughta give er a whirl, a roll let's say, before knockin' on it or GB's tastes mang (albeit, yeah bath salts are hella spendy blends in no particular ratio of meph, M1, MDPV, buphedrone, butylone, etc. and the enemy of RC's alongside fuckin "spice" blends--but fuck it, RC world's already goofed up so can't say ain't never tried em myself...don't be so hard on GB. When ya want caths at 3am with no wait, ya hit up the shady smoke shops n headshops).

Now finally, since I'm a dunce lost in the general neighborhood where expressions, synaptic firings, etc., and you be Stoner Bill Nie, please illuminate the class!

...on a more serious note, please, GM trust that if your bro is bedazzled by THUGG LYFE, seriously, sounds like he's already slingin dope. Did ya ask bout guns yet?
The only diff between wannabes n O.G.'s is the latter's pulled arms, gunned rivals down, and done hard time. So yeah, not just detox, a shrink, some Lucy n Molly sessions witchu n spliffy, but gang reprogramming too. Much love GM! See this through, it'll save his life

As for ibogaine clinics, they're a spendy, trendy Hollywood moviestar's way to kick in time for MTV Music Awards and Golden Globes, save one that I believe Jack Herrer started, it's non-profit if you fit the guidelines and as such, free for some, a bit out of pocket for others. The typical Cancun resort clinic can and will run an excess of 5K, not to mention airfare. You could order iboga, find an extraction tek, get your bro to do an EKG and check for any heart or circulatory issues himself and sit for him through a session. He will need council though after the fact. Ibogaine only eliminates cravings and most physical withdrawal, psychological WD may never subside if he likes it too much.

"Have an even more beautiful day today than the beauty of yesterday for you are your own god within your own universe. God is the ground upon which you walk as it is a part of you, just like air, space, dark, and light; line your path with tulips, the lotus, and toadstools. The following day with butterflies and deer. The next day with a pristine lake and one or more men and, or women with whom you could love. Spread your love far and wide and as you're your own god, the love you share is the gospel from down on high," ~ $°°TH$@¥

 

I live not to far from philly.. a short drive away. Some LSD has reached where i am now, my friend is picking up a bunch for me. Mushrooms seem to be going around a lot more where i'm at.. i just picked up a quarter.

I have some DMT which I just got today...never tried it before, so i'm a little nervous to take the plunge haha...just waiting for the right time. But Brooklyn is a cool place, spent a few days up there, hung out with some friends, also been to a few concerts. My best friend lives in New York, right around the city.. so i plan on paying him a visit soon and indulging in some psychedelics :sunny:

 

You're gonna LOVE DMT Cory :sunny: Not that set and setting aren't important, but not overly necessary to overthink it with this one. So long as you're in a quite, relaxed setting, it really is quite versatile (of course this is just my personal experience). I find outside has been quite wonderful, but really, despite how warped the open-eye aspect is, it really can't hold a candle to closing your eyes, I usually find myself incessantly counting down an hour between sessions to get rid of tolerance, enjoy man!

 

Thanks! I will keep this all in mind!

And question for you guys...what is a good starting dose for DPT? I'm looking to have a pretty good trip. I was thinking of maybe splitting about 130mg with a friend this weekend.

 

Meh, your logic sucks sir. MDMA, shrooms, & LSD come with baggage too. MDMA is neurotoxic and has the potential for compulsory use, though less of it, that all amphetamines have. Tryptamines, indoles, phenethylamines, and entactogenic and/or psychedelic amphetamines and cathinones given you're talking about the right ones with such-and-such side effects cause a variety of unwanted reactions. For some, actually most if not all, tachycardia, others numbness and tingling of extremities, others still side effects ranging from Serotonin Syndrome to hypertensive crisis to psychotic breaks in susceptable folks to splitting headaches to panic to disorientation to amnesia to clouded judgement to palpitations to vomiting to cramps to tremors, and even to suicidal desperation and/or impulses. Now for some people even, LSD & shrooms can cause habituation in some users. Look through my posts. I've had full-on reckless alphabet soup benders that have been wonderful, but still even I've got to admit to some being ridiculous or absurd as porkstock, noxious, and even writer in his casual, easy-going, and polite way have all put it. The really bad, bad, bad shit I have put my mind, body, and soul through--the shit that's caused me hospitalizations over having done I've mentioned a few of in a cautionary manner and have taken time out from getting loaded because of. Like that alex211 guy and his glorification of dangerously stupid I.V. cocktails I might have done some shit like it before, but most often, except to take accountability and warn others against typically doesn't get mentioned. My stupidity doesn't need to be brought to the fore and bring the moods of fellow HF'ers down.

Now where I'm going here more or less comes full circle: take too much bromo-dragonFLY and trip face while losing circulation and come to a day or so later needing amputations, just like with mephadrone. 4-MMC is as quality a drug as BDFLY, but you've got to exercize control. That is not our government's job to do so for us, nor do I like for Uncle Scam and McGruff to do so for me. I once railed against meph in a different way, but came to learn I had gotten a terribly bunk batch from a shady fucker. My opinion has gone back to how it was way back when I first used it; it's a happy medium between MDMA and cocaine, and does have a time and place.

I cannot wait for some more, personally. And be it ever so federally scheduled, that certainly will not curb my desire for it, my ability to get it, nor my repeat--non-compulsory--business of getting it and loving the shit out of getting high on the stuff.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NcrQIqAKhxY"]Puscifer - The Rapture(Fear is a Mind Killa Mix) - YouTube

New song from the new Puscifer album. Absolutely amazing!

 

dude MXE makes my gf sooooo horny. It always turns into a cuddlefest for us but it just absolutely unleashes her oral fixation, it's her favorite thing to do on the em ex ee. really unexpected for a dissociative!

 

i wouldn't be opposed to giving 5-meo-mipt a try. from GBs descriptions, it sounds like i might prefer a higher, more "trippy" dose than he enjoys. i wasn't knockin his tastes..just saying that mine seem to be different.
and i wasn't being hard on GB, just asking a question about bath salts. i'm sure he didn't mind. he's one of the most up-front, blunt people i've ever communicated with, and i appreciate that characteristic.


got any specific questions? i'll elaborate on what i said earlier, later. i'm off to go see Dracula.
i have to admit, i've only ever taken one neurobiology class, and it was a few years ago. i'm no expert. ask me about tRNA degradation in yeast and i'll blow your mind

 

I've got a nice little posse going for the Bassnectar show. First time I'll be partying with a group of people meeting me up there. Yay for new friends. I can't wait. If only I could afford a hotel for an after party but hotels in Nola are a little pricey. TWO MORE WEEKS! Gonna be the longest two weeks of my life!

Decided on the Nexus Flip, It hasn't failed me yet. Should be pretty sweet since I have been psychedelic free for over a month. Anyone mixed LSD, 2C-B, and MDMA in a 'rave' type situation? Ya think that may be pushing it?

 

honestly, i thought the material was EXTREMELY positive! a bit stimmy, but no worse than 2c-i or 2c-p.. (further description is below) And thanks for the welcome back!

it really makes me smile when i post on HF for the first time in a while, and I'm told that i am missed. Thank you so much for the good vibes and sense of community! G0dm4chin3, you've always been so friendly

The TMAs came first if memory serves.. it's funny, in one shulgin's tma-6 reports he is actually at a Cal state football game..

so my first experience with TMA-6 was about a month ago; something like 25mg oral after having 2 beers with a friend. pretty mild experience..not terribly unlike MDA [in the mixture of stimulation and visuals with a semi-lucid headspace]. pretty empathic, had a long talk with an ex junkie friend who had recently kicked.. definitely a primarily stimulant action at that level... i ended up staying up all night drawing, but was at baseline long before i slept, so it's really hard to say how long it lasted, but at 6 hours on it was nothing but residual stimulation.

56mg was actually taken Intravenously...should have mentioned that. I had done it after recommendation by a friend who had used it extensively at doses up to 60mg intravenous at once with [seemingly] no ill effects. He said it REALLY dialed up the psychedelia, and made it much more introspective. I had an insulin syringe i had planned on using to accurately dilute/dose some BR-DF, but realized that i have no plans of taking that any time soon, so thought i could put the hardware to better use.

i diluted 22mg in about .3cc of distilled water. i was apprehensive at first, but had beta-blockers in case of BP issues, diazepam in case of anxiety/muscle tension, and antipsychotics as a last resort [thorazine, seroquil, and haldol.. i have a collection of misc psychiatric drugs just for laughs]

I put the song "whatcha see is whatcha get" by John Schofield Band [off the album "Up All Night". a BEAUTIFUL abstract, psychedelic guitar jazz album. go listen to it. it's amazing.] sat back, and pushed half..waited a few seconds, then pushed the other half. in about 10 seconds i felt the familiar warmth. i waited about 5 minutes and there was definitely a moderate visual presence. strong color enhancement that reminded me a little like DOC or AMT, but still nothing special.

i sat back for about 15 minutes, and it was clear i wasn't coming up any farther, so i went to weigh out another ~20mg, and 34mg fell onto the scale plate...i figured it was for science . i pushed it all at once. i don't even remember low long it took, but it couldn't have been more than about 40 seconds before i closed my eyes and felt myself dissolve upward into a red Fibonacci spiral with my eyes open. for about 30minutes, i sort of rolled around in bed. There was a moment that i experienced something close to full ego-death, but some vague, distorted sense of "self" was present the entire time...just very vague and bizarrely distorted. once i acclimated to the headspace, my sense of self became more pronounced. i must admit that i was simultaneously startled and bewildered by the visual intensity. There was little light, but the main visual effects were a series of deep crimson fractal OEVs/CEVs (though at times it was hard to tell them apart since it was so dark). These were accompanied by corresponding powerful bodily physical/spacial distortions; there were moments where i visually and physically became the fractals. There was a powerful feeling of "immersion" into the experience..not sure if it's because of the fact that i was physically becoming the visual hallucinations/distortions, or if i was becoming the hallucinations because of the deep "immersion" into this strange world.

the headspace was very scattered at first..very little of the cognitive clarity i had experienced on my lower dose experience. after the first 30-60min [i was too busy dissolving to look at the clock ] i noticed that i had strong control over this mammoth "cognitive/visual/physical immersion". i could mostly snap myself out it for a few minutes at a time. i was surprised that i had no trouble navigating the train-wreck of stuff on my floor to use the restroom [there was a powerful physical amphetamine effect.. mild diarrhea].

after that (maybe 2 hours in), i went into my living room and watched cartoons, and things started getting introspective... the spacey euphoria turned pretty dark, and i began to think about the fact that i STRONGLY fit the diagnostic criteria for Bipolar disorder. I can normally control my mood cycling enough mostly function, but since i moved north and my girlfriend of nearly 4 years moved south, i've let myself go in a few ways: i had been drinking 5 nights a week for the past month, mostly "moderate" consumption, but there have been a few nights in which i've consumed an entire 750ml bottle of vodka, all myself, within a few hours, completely alone. i've had a hard time with my new area..nobody at the university is really "on the same page" as me. i have a few friends...one has actually become a fairly close friend, which is a blessing, but they live in an adjacent town about 15 min away, and my roommate [she is a good friend, has been since highschool] is working or sleeping most nights. some of you know how i get, but these past few months have been the hardest time i've had since i was a teenager. [sorry to complain, but i think enough of you reading this know me well enough to for this to be relevant to the trip report]

The negativity itself was consuming me for a while...things started getting REALLY rough. every stupid mistake i'd made recently was being thrown in my face. every ounce of doubt in my ability to function as a human being was figuratively raining down upon me like a cold shower. this was all fairly normal for 5am on a thurseday night for me...but then it hit me! i realized that the thing that bothered me most about all of this was the fact that i had let myself get so down on everything that i relinquished my sanity.

i've been through this before..when i had gotten expelled from highschool when i was 16, and doing independent studies (home school, except a teacher assigns you work, and you meet once a week). my friends were all in school, and i was working after school-evening hours 3 days a week and 2-11pm on weekends, so i had a lot of time to sit in my room and not a lot else. ...yeah...so? ... I GOT OVER IT and made a bunch of art and music. if i was able to do it back then, i can do it now! when i realize this, i can feel the warmth coming back into headspace. I realize that i can't "beat" my depression, and i can't "subdue" my mania..but the large array of creative outlets THAT LITERALLY SURROUND ME EVERY SINGLE DAY is an absolute blessing. if i keep myself creatively "productive" and take the steps to be social, i CAN reach psychological equilibrium.

at this point, i start to smile. i sit down with my laptop and play with some software synthesizers i've been using.. i'm FAR too fucked up to do the "keyboard and mouse clicking" part very well, but i ended up making a moderately complicated spacey Pad [from scratch] in NI Massive (i'll send the to anybody interested in checking it out ). just as i'm wrapping this up, i notice that the sun is UP..it was like 10:30am and there was a smile on my face.

it was a gorgeous day! i love the weather here! about 70degrees outside, sunny, and beautiful clouds, "FUCK YES" i say out loud as soon as i step onto my patio and giggle to myself.."I'm going on a walk!" By then, most of my visuals had dropped off, but i still had EXTREME color enhancement similar to DOC or AMT [much more similar to DOC..or 2c-c for that matter, just a bit more ampy]. feeling...cleansed. it was rough for a minute, but not nearly as rough as the week of depression and alcoholism...it had been a while since i'd tripped, and i thought to myself "oh yeah... i've used, and strongly advocated use of psychedelics for situations like mine for years!"

my walk was fun! too many cars, not enough trees, but it comes with the territory, still beautiful out! i got home at about 1pm, and i met my roommate. she had the day off, she informed me that i had been invited to a mutual friend's house for pizza beer and jazz in a few hours. isn't it funny how hours ago i was in the depths of loneliness, thinking nobody wanted spend time with me, but i checked my phone, and i had like 3 missed calls from the mutual friend!

He asked where i've been for the past few weeks, and why i haven't called him to hang out...it REALLY meant a lot too, because he is a "normal" person...he is actually a middle school concert band teacher, so his friendship reminds me that i CAN be a part of the collective thing called "human"..haha. everything is getting MORE amazing!

smoked some bowls of LSD [not lysergic acid diethylamide, the cannabis strain...a strong, TRIPPY hard hitting sativa..A FUCKING PLUS WEED!] with my roommate, then zoned out for a bit..i think i got a minute or 2 of sleep somewhere in there.

come 5pm, we got pizza, some nice microbrew beer [and some PBR..haha], and i had a fantastic social evening! we smoked a bit more weed, and i had a few beers with my pizza. we listened to music and hung out until about 11pm.

overall, an astonishingly positive trip.. i needed that. it got VERY rough for a brief period, but it really wasn't nearly as bad as the last bad vodka night i had had[sorry to go on the personal rant, but a few of you asked where i've been, so i thought i'd give a long answer].

AS FOR the ROA...it seemed unnecessary.. the dose was too high. the person who recommended that i take 30-50mg intravenous is a hardhead, and i am not. honestly, it was worthwhile, but i doubt i'll take TMA-6 [or any other long acting psychedelic] intravenously again.. i'd like to take 2c-c intravenously...pihkal reported someone saying it had a ~15minute duration, which sounds INTRIGUING!

i kind of wish i had just eaten the church grown peyote buttons that i was gifted by a peyote church member instead of taking the TMA-6, but there was definitely an similarity that is more than just structural to one of THE great teachers [just add a methyl group...shake it up..vuala, tma-6..lol.]



ANYHOW, i thought i'd prove that i HAVE been doing something productive since my TMA-6 trip, so i'll post a few digital art pieces i've made recently..they're pretty psychedelic!

i'll make a thread and post the pix