Psychedelic Bump X

oh my God where is her tumor? I'm so sorry that's so terrible

 

It is in her lung. She has gone through chemo and radiation already. Shrank the tumor from 9cms to 3cm but her lungs are in too bad of condition to operate.

 

Damn GM, bad news again, Seems you can't catch a break.

 

Sorry for you and your mom. I know that's difficult It seems you've gone through many hardships recently. Hopefully something bright will come along soon. You deserve it

 

Ketamine can be quite visionary, I enjoy reading this passage on ketamine.

http://www.ketamine.com/dmturner/index.html

I find 4-meo pcp much less visual than both the etamines but it too goes well mixed with other psychedelics.

Word, 250 mgs insuffalated could probably get you there Spicey, Depends on the cross tolerance with mxe.

Mxe also gets somewhat visionary at higher doses as well, mxe is more like a state of reverie as where ketamine is more cosmic.

 

Damn GM, I feel for you and I know what it's like.
It seems that this kind of stuff never lets up huh?

 

Sorry GM, hang in there for her. Hang in there for yourself :grouphug:

 

Thank you everyone. I means a lot to me to see such kinds words. I get all worked up and convince myself that I am alone dealing with this and no one cares. I am not looking for pity or attention but the sincere comments reminded me that no matter how far away and no matter how well we know each other there are some good hearted people out there that take the time to care about complete strangers, It renews my faith in humanity and reassures me that I will never be alone.

Knowing that I will have to deal with heavy, devastating changes sooner than I expected is scary. I am in a whirl of wondering if I will be able to handle it (The death of my mother and realization that my whole family is dead besides of younger brother), taking care of my brother, and singlehandedly running several business is a lot of swallow. I will get through this. I must get through this.

The thing that breaks my heart the most is that I don't what I will do once she is gone. Living my life without seeing her and calling her will be tough. Since my father died she has been my best friend and my everything; The only person I can confide in and would understand, After she is gone I will feel like I have lost half of me. It was bad enough losing daddy. If she wasn't around I would more than likely be dead right now due to reckless opiate/alcohol/benzo abuse. After she is gone who do I have to turn to? That is a scary grim thought. And as mentioned before, finances on top of all that mental anguish. *sigh*

 

some heavy shit to deal with right there GM. e-hugs!
i'm so seriously sorry with what you've been having to deal with. makes my problems look like a joke

 

G0dm4ch1n3,

Much love to you during these difficult and trying times. May you each enjoy each and every day you continue to share together.

By the way, have you heard of phoenix tears? Your mom sounds like a potential ideal candidate.

Smitty & GB - you may be right. Several doses of MXE in two weeks as well as a few sub dissociative bumps of K have probably set up a tolerance for me. It will be hard to resist but the longer I do, I suspect the better results I will achieve.

 

It has definitely something to say in this case. Tolerance with dissociatives builds up radically fast (that's just my own experience). But give it another try in a week or two. There's nothing more facinating than the K-Hole! (ohhh I miss it!!! i need some dissociatives!)

 

GM I'm so sorry you have to deal with so much grief so early in your life. All I can say is that I'll be praying a prayer for peace for you and your family <3

 

Sorry to see what's going on there Cheeze... stay safe

 

Haha, that's awesome.
"I'm going to be so cool for stabbing someone with th"-POOF.
"Well... uhhh..."

 

Yeah, that's fucking insane. and apparently now the "hooligans" are going to fight these guys too. Now we got a fucking civil war going on...

 

No, That is new to me. Where may I find more info?



YAY!!!!!! The bank put my stolen money back in my account! Now to spend it on bills. lol

Oh wow, and my MXE just came in!

 

Many blessings to you sister - here's a link
http://phoenixtears.ca/


And a personal warning - I strongly recommend that NO ONE do the LSD/MXE combo outdoors. The synergy felt like 2+2=100 to me and even on those doses, which normally would have able to function (300 or less mikes acid; 25 mgs MXE) I was literally crippled, blinded and near/in a hole - off and on (in waves) for hours.

 

Thank you very much. spicey.

Wow, this mxe is the strongest batch yet. Or maybe it's just because it's been a while. I am vibrating out of existence. OMG.

Wow....just wow

 

Man, i wanna see this movie: looks pretty cool hah

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bT_UmBHMYzg"]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bT_UmBHMYzg