Psychedelic Bump VI

That's good to know. I'll most likely find out for myself tonight, if it doesn't take too long to cap all of it. lol I don't have a scale, but I'm comfortable enough with the chem to eyeball 10 "equal" piles and cap them.

 

Awesome TNS, it's kinda funny that your package arrived on Bicycle Day, why aren't you dosing during the day with the rest of the entire world?

Also, why don't you have a cheap-o, piece of shit, unreliable scale you've got to tape a dime to or keep the 5g weight in the bowl of to at the very least get a semi-accurate reading? LOL, you crack me up

Be safe homeboy!

 

Well, unfortunately, due to lack of employment, I'm one of those 27 year-olds that happens to be living with his parents again. lol Sometimes I wish I was still at the homeless shelter. haha But yeah....that's why I can't trip during the day. I'll most likely be tripping tonight though, so I'll still get a bicycle day trip in, or at least dose while it's still bicycle day and comeup just as midnight passes. lol

I don't need a scale. When I order a chem I'm not comfortable eyeballing, then I will get a scale, but like I said, I'm comfortable enough with both 4aces and 2ce to eyeball my doses. I also trust the vendor enough to be confident that they sent me the correct amount of each chem.

 

Haha! When I was homeless, after getting outta fuckin' jail, I IMMEDIATELY upon reciept of my drooogs from the jailer, walked outta the precinct and took like three days worth of morphine, dilaudid, klonopin, and a buncha other shit, then showed up a bit later to the Salvation Army and they told me I was too fucked up to let me in, lol! I never once stayed a day at the shelter, instead, I found a squat in a wooded area next door to a lumber yard, stole some pallets and tarps, had my shopping cart full of shit like a bag lady, and drug all that shit into the woods and with some twine and ingenuity, built a box-shaped shelter outta them pallets, tarps, and my blankies. Damn man, I got HELLZA stinky living out there and the fuckin' mosquitoes ate me alive... but I was squatting next to this drunkard I met at a 7-11 after the Salvation Army gave me the boot, we got some booze (well, I paid for it) and we went and slammed dope and drank... I know whatcha mean, there's a strange sense of freedom when you're a hobo

...it still sucks ass though, lol :clown:

 

^^^Legendary

hahahaha Shit, I was HELLA fukt up when I first showed up at the homeless shelter. I had eaten 120mg of alprazolam and 775mg of diphenhydramine that day. I'm surprised the let me in. The only thing I remember from that night is sitting on the floor of the shelter, with my shoes off, and eating a chicken pot pie with my fingers. hahahaha

A few days later, when I tried to go to the Dollar Store, the cashier looked at me and said something like "no, you can't come in here". Apparently, the first day I was in the homeless shelter, I had gone into that store and went fuckin CRAZY on the bitch; cussing her out, calling her a bitch and whatnot, as well as kicking display shelves over and kicking the door. I broke a bunch of shit in the store etc. I don't remember any of that shit, but after I thought about it, I did remember, vaguely, that the cops were called on me and they put me in cuffs and whatnot. I'm surprised they didn't take me to jail. That was the second time I was in cuffs that day. lol

 

Just ran across a pic of me from my last birthday and omg did I have some ridiculous smack eyes. Damn Opana had my pupils so small, can barely see them. I'm so glad I'm not on opiates like that anymore.

 

I'd like to see this picture.

 

Think I posted this in the stoner's pic thread. I can't remember... I look really surprised lol



I like this filter..

 

lol You do look surprised. Pretty though

 

All I know is that between me and my bf we went through 4 OP 40's that night. Went to a reggae club and was called out by the singer b/c we weren't dancing. I could barely stand none the less freakin dance.

 

Youre pretty. I very much like your shirt/top thing. Whatever you guys call those. I am digging the design.

 

Bump for early day aMT. Dosed about 30 mg at 10:30 a.m. Around 1:00, I did shome shmoking. A great time.

 

The inevitable happens. You return to where your day started and you cannot communicate enough. The CD you bought seemed like it could fill the void earlier, but the employees at the record store are nowhere to be seen...


You text the lot of four girls in your contact list, hoping to connect. You fear that telling the one girl you feel a connection with that you feel a connection will ruin the connection you have with her.


You come down, find countless things to do to keep yourself from "accomplishing" anything and being "productive." You go to sleep realizing that the path you travel takes you to your destination. How can you turn off of this lonely road?

 

Set: Needing to trip – the numinousness of it, looking at direction in life, reconnection. Needing for several reasons to find out about MDMA.

Setting: A huge forest with big meadows and winding roads wandering through (someone drives on these little roads maybe 5 or 10 times/year); also a house, very quiet and isolated.

We each swallowed 150mg MDMA powder and chased it with water. This was the first time for either of us taking it. We sat in the living room for awhile, talking about what we hoped for in the trip, the idea of structuring trips, and where we’d been and where we might go in our lives.

After about 30 minutes we walked out of the house and up the winding road through the forest behind the house, up to and across the huge meadows ringed by old oaks, and down to the pond where we sat, enjoying the sky, the trees, the pond, the subtle coming up. We walked along dirt lanes with trees vaulting over and across more meadows. Everything was beautiful in a soft way and we talked on a deep level. There was no drama and we didn’t feel a much greater empathy than usual (we’re already empathetic, small wonder, given that we’ve known one another for 45 years – in a war together, fighting, drinking, whoring like the doomed youth we really were, and later living together, getting high together and now here we are, high again). Finally we came back to the pond and took 60 more mgs.

3-4 hours into the trip we went back to the house and dropped 25-30mg 4AcO. Oh man, there’s the drama! In what seemed like ~15 minutes. Everything was … different, glowing, especially our souls. We walked back out, but we were staggering so, we didn’t get far. It was all so psychedelic, the trees and rocks, dancing beneath the late afternoon sky. What a beautiful day. Back in the house – Now – in a state of grace. Had a few bowls and we’re just so happy. I remember singing parts of old hippie songs like Ripple and A Very Cellular Song. Around 11 I went out to my tent – this place is far into the woods and I would rather be outside anyway – and lay there, happy, hearing coyotes, owls, and I don’t know what all for an hour or two before I slept.

Next time we’ll take 200-250mg initially. I thought the 4aces was about right – maybe increase to 35-40mg. Sorry I couldn't post a photo

 

GOdm4ch1n3
That is a lovely photograph
Beautiful eyes

 

What a couple'a goof-offs we are :mickey:

You's n' me's, we's PEA's in a pod, omgarsh! lol

 

LOL @ "PEA's in a pod"

 

Just stopping by to say... Happy Bicycle Day everyone!!

Hope everyone's day is quite the trip

also i believe I have found a good connect for lucy again.. so stoked!

 

Holy jeez whiz cheese whiz! When I was prescribed to Opana, I was taking two 80's a day, when I was prescribed to Oxycontin, it was three 80's a day, when it was MS Contin, it was three 100's a day, and this is all to supplement either three 7.5 Vicodins daily or three 8 Dilaudids daily; first time I booted smack, I was like, "what's all the fuss about this stuff?" 'cause like, I was usta bangin' about five 8 Dilaudids when I'd bang. What's that? 40mg hydromorphone, fuck.

 

GM, you look eerily familiar, like someone from my high school maybe..

TNS, did you use liquid measurement in the past for 2ce?