Psychedelic Bump V

High doses of zolpidem also affect my speech in a very strange way. lol It doesn't make me slur, but it makes me stutter like a bitch, for some reason.

 

Fuck me. I'm either too hot or too cold, nose is runnin then gets stopped up, can't get comfortable then when I finally do I gotta pee. I just can't win. Fuck you sleep. Fuck you. >_< lol

 

That sounds chill, I guess it may vary in different regions but is there a market for it like xanax/adderall or do you guys got scripts mainly?

 

I WISH I could get a script for it. I've never known anyone who sells it. I've only known a couple of people who have scripts for it and they've given me a few.

The only thing I don't like about zolpidem, at least the immediate release version, is that it's very short-acting. It lasts maybe 3 hours, at the most, in my experience.

 

lol I feel your pain. I always have trouble going to sleep, but it's usually just because my mind is too loud. It's referred to as psychophysiological insomnia and it fuckin sucks. I'll be sleepy as fuck and dozing off while I'm sitting on the couch, but as soon as my head hits the pillow, I'm wide awake and my mind just won't shut the fuck up. lol

 

I know right? Ugh.

Anyway, I get a script for ambien ir and kpins amongst a plethora of other crap that I don't take. Zanaflex and kpins get eaten pretty fast tho.

 

^^^How many kpins do you get? I wish I still had my alprazolam script. I used to get 120mg per month. Sleep came much easier when I had that shit. Of course, I ate the whole month's script in one or two days, so my sleep was still fukt for the rest of the month, unless I was smoking or drinking.

 

GM......try this. My former therapist gave it to me on a cd to help me clear my mind and get to sleep:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z0iBl58oEnE"]YouTube - Tripadelic Relaxation

 

Strange. Miprocin always hits within twenty to thirty minutes and lasts no more than five or six hours, my odd metabolism again. I dose, I'm lucid for three hours, then three hours later BOOM! and there is NO cross tolerance going on at all, I'm far fucking gone. This puts a new spin on how today's supposed to end up happpening in the mind of one cosmoknot. I can barely read, yeah, it's those ziz-zag white black funny things again...

 

This shit has me hysterical! Fucking story of my life, good word, at least I do still have my clonazepam, zolpidem, carisoprodol, and temazepam scripts. Fucking sucks shit to have my hydromorphone and morphine sulphate scripts swept right out from under me, fuck it if if I'd stick a pill once in a while, that doesn't mean I don't actually hurt. I guess I should count my blessings (and I get thirty 10mg z's, 90 2 mg k-pins, thirty 30mg temazies, and I'd have to look at the bottle, but some ridiculous amount of Soma shit too, not to brag, ha!). Same therapist that's supported me with all of this hasn't taken sides with my use sikes and in the past gave me medical weed recommendations. She's a saint. I also get Ritalin from her, but I don't like it much. Amongst other things...

 

Netflix is not your friend. Fuckers suggest I watch The Green Rush just to find out how hard it is for pot farmers to labor away only to have the DEA, thieves, and assorted bandits steal their crops. Next they feed me Paul McCartney Really Is Dead, which my fucking gawd, I sincerely hope is just some sick hoax.

 

Do a rap vid for us all next time you're on it. :2thumbsup:

 

Damn, that's some all-you-can-eat buffet type shit. haha Fuck Soma though. That shit does nothing for me. I ate 12 350mg Somas one day and it didn't do shit but give me some strange body tremors.

hahahhha I will, if I remember. It's been a year or so since I've had any though

 

How quick does valium tolerance come on cos i've been on them for about 4-5 days now and have done at least 30 10mg ones.

and how quick does addiction kick in for these things?

 

90 2 mg then they swap me to 90 .5 xanax when the kpins stop working. Wish they would just give me both lol. I used to eat my whole benzo script in a week but I've been doing good and makin them last almost the whole month. This month was shit though because I kept getting stress headaches and having to take 4 kpins to make it stop. I get so scared when I get those bc they lead to debilitating vertigo resulting in being rushed to the hosp and not being able to get outta bed for 3 days. Last time it happened they gave me enough valium to 'knock me out', trying to basically put into a valium induced coma until the shit just went away but to their suprise I walked outta that bitch. No idea how much valium they gave me via iv but they were astonished I was coherent.

 

Q: Tolerance?
A: Quick.
Q: Addiction?
A: Quicker.

Take it from me, shit's impossible to kick once you get in the benzo cycle. You can even actually have fatal seizures if you suddenly miss a dose, and ironically, some benzos are prescribed to avert seizures.

You've already got a ketamine prob, dude, don't add this to your list. I ain't been able to kick junk for the past three months since my doc took away my pain meds, yet I'm still finding it, self-medicating, and nursing every other addiction I've got. Albeit, I really need the shit, I'm an addict talking to an addict all the same and unless you really wanna add that problem to your life, don't. I only did because my panic attacks and insomnia were destroying my quality of life. I'll take long-term addiction over suffering any day, but if you have an actual recreational choice, I'd advise you take precaution p0ly.

 

Wtf? 5-meo-mipt on blotter...

 

I've been being mostly good with my scripts too lately. In fact, since I've been tripping more than not, I've managed to pilfer a stash of my benzos away as I typically don't have sike freak-outs and don't generally need benzos whilst tripping.

Boy have I been there too, that whole ER scene. Fuck. Sucks to wake up full of naloxone, a catheter up your pee hole, some social worker discerning whether you're sane or not, then when your stupor fades, then comes the bad, bad joo-joo. Ain't going there again. No way Jose.

Damn, it's awfully humbling when you're in shackles and a judge is deciding whether to commit you to a rubber room or not. I passed the acid test, again (ain't my first scrape up against the system). It was officially decided that I was sane, ha!

 

How many weeks use do you think will make me addicted, i've been taking about 4-5 a day sometimes more or less.

this has been going on for a week and did only a few a week before.

 

It really depends upon a number of variables, your metabolism, your physiological response to the drug, but I'd wager at your rate of consumption, go no further than a month unless you want a new drug problem.