Psychedelic Bump II

Everyone's journey has to end somewhere. You should probably think on this one for a while though. The decsion to end ones own life, though I don't personally agree with it, should at least be made with a clear head.

What's the rush though? Death will take you weather you ask for it or not. At least wait to see the interesting shit that happens between now and then. A single moment of bliss is worth an incalculatable amount more than an eternity of peace... seeing as only one is a given.

 

Jesus fuckin' Christ. Homegrown and Ganja's posts make my head spin...

 

just be careful if you dabble in to k. i did a line a year ago, and a line the day after (~100-150mg), threw up, said to never do it again. a year later i find myself through more than 40gs now. and like i said 10gs in 2 days. going for 20gs now. i have no control over this anymore. none what-so-ever

 

Yeah, umm... good luck with that

 

You've got control, you just have some other problems that K helps you solve temporarily. It's called a dissociative for a reason.

Look to others in your life to help you through it man, the internet is a depressing place especially to the already depressed.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJ3oHpup-pk"]YouTube - Flea Market Montgomery - Long Version
sorry i just fell over this video. those in my life don't meet my needs though homeboy. you know how that goes sometimes? i don't feel the right to ask for anything more.

 

I can relate. One of the things I don't think alot of causal k users realize is that for some of us it becomes a compulsion like cigarettes or I guess heroin for some people. It may not technically have a 'physical' withdrawal (I contend it does at least as strong as an alcohol binge) its the epitome of psychological dependence though, That wanting to be no more feeling is exactly like what I've heard of heroin junkies.

You're perception is just twisted out man. Derealization and depersonzilation (Far different then what's experienced under the influence of LSD).

I ultimately did not enjoy that state even though k was a nice escape, I got screwed over on a deal and then took a LARGE dose of mescaline cactus which seemed to get me back on track, and I haven't touched it since. A heavy natural psychedelic , one that will remind you ate it may be an answer if you want to work on it that way. Not very many would want to be around me when I was on k but try and surround yourself with people(not on k) too.

 

just stop snorting K, man.

but really i know it's not that simple. i can't even quit smoking weed, and i know K can actually be addictive

delete your dealer's number?

 

its free for me. literally. i dont break laws besides the fact that i use it. im FUCKING ADDICTED TO THIS FUCKING SHIT FUCK!!!!FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

fffuuuccckkk, really?

if you ask me, doing something like this puts a bad name on a great compound. i'm not trying to scold you, but holy fuck dude!

 

the MDA was pretty weird on top of the MDMA. a lot more depersonalization, and a lot less "control", it kinda grabs you by the balls.

really pretty visuals to! everything had mild rainbow overlays, people had beautiful horas, and strong tracers. the DMT on top of it all was amazing as well!


@writer & raz:
2c-b is fucking beautiful...soooo pretty!

 

if its free I'd bet your either:

A selling it
B getting it for a friend

I'm not saying beating addiciton is easy at all but...you could easily stop either of these and the ketamine would no longer be around.

I really hope you realize how much ketamine your using and put a stop to it or at least slow the fuck down. seriously though be safe man

 

waaaaah! i want some

 

Bump for a psychedelic dream.

I found myself out in the middle of an endless desert, inside a square where all escape was blocked off with 4 sides of fence that had barbed wire around the edges to prevent leaving. There were some houses, but it didn't seem like I could enter them.

Suddenly, I felt a female presence take ahold of my body. At first I thought I was morphing my own body from shape to shape, but then this "presence" spoke to me, and told me that there was no escape from what it wanted. After it had told me this, it turned me into DMT.

So, I became a blue cloud of DMT smoke morphing in multiple dimensions floating free of all bonds.

 

the bad part about this is if you change your mind about killing yourself, which you most likely will (since you haven't just gone and put a bullet in your head or jumped off a building, and are instead falling into a depressive cry-for-help cycle and posting about it on a public forum), you will still be at risk for permanent, irreversible bladder and kidney damage, and possibly a lifetime of chronic, incurable pain from those regions.

Again, 10 grams of K could last me a year, or at least a summer of insane K use and generous dosing of friends.

You and ganjabeliever both need to switch your medicines. I recommend a generous dose of mushrooms or 4-aco-dmt, alone.

 

wow and I thought finishing 10 grams in 3 weeks was hardcore... I don't wanna even imagine how high your tolerance must be.

how do you get all of it for free though???

 

im .. ^..

 

It was probably Spicey Cat

 

Duuude!

Did you like abstain from DMT for a week or two after some heavy sessions?

i get "breakthrough dreams" when i do this. Trippy imagery . . .


Oh and PB_Smith: i am still 100% abstaining from everything except cannabis and MAOI herbs . . . . so it wasn't me . . . i will get back to my vaporgenie AFTER 9/20, probably A LOT after, given the content of the last breakthrough . . .

 

I wanted to smoke DMT tonight, but my little glass vape is coated in opium residue. I thought smoking opium in it would be the best thing, like how smoking DMT is, but instead I found it to be a slow method. I will stick to chasing the opium dragon, writer style. one day i will post what i mean by this, i've come up with a funny and insanely good way of smokin' the O.

So until I get a new glass freebase pipe (5-meo)DMT is on hold. Instead tonight I think I shall plunge into a high dose of Iprocin, since my little sample baggy of it is collecting dust and last time my dose (I can't remember how much ) gave me almost no effects.