preperations for first time

Smoke a little weed first, try and meditate. meditation helps you relax and is a wonderful thing to do while tripping.

 

lsd released some dormant schizophrenia in me... or rather I would say dormant autism... or rather I would say made me realize why I have typically been incapable of communicating with 90% of the people I run into effectively and they weren't just joking when they said I was off in my own world

but man you will go insane... thats what it does... I don't know how to explain it but don't worry about it. Psychosis isn't so much psychosis as it is just the people around said person being unwilling to listen to their real feelings.

watch this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rujefDtOdSU
if you run into the ol' schizophrenia metaphor, go find the book "terence mckenna the invisible landscape" in a bookstore, it has a chapter about schizophrenia that presents a very good metaphor

 

rygoody.

my god.

thank you for introducing me to terence mckenna just then.

 

thank you all for easing my mind i am alot more at ease with it now.... thanks

 

that video is amazing

 

you da man Rygoody.

 

ya mans, mckenna is a necessary component of psychedellic life I think, well for me atleast, he filled in so many blanks for me

if you want it,
a friend showed me this the other day http://www.matrixmasters.com/podcasts/
lots of good mckenna lectures and things from other people too on there
I also got alot of mckenna lectures uploaded here http://www.4shared.com/dir/4686067/e32ecbb5/sharing.html

 

I like the piano idea
Reminds me much of myself
One of my next trips, I will have a guitar with nice effects; delay, chorus, phaser etc

I like the idea of playing pitches of sound in sequences that induce emotion
For instance

chromatic; clownish or evil or mystical depending on speed and descending, ascending
major scale; happy, blissful, easy going, stable
minor scale; sad, 'cool', scary, deep, stable
harmonic minor; epic, mystical, evil, twisted
phygrian; deathly evil, truly mystical, Arabian

An odd thing about me is, even while sober I really am affected by music
Each note has its own base color compared to its relativity to C natural or E
Each chord strikes hard with me
Jazz chords such as dominant 7ths strike a bluesy twang visual in my head
Happy music and major chord progressions really give me this mellow feeling
Key signature changes when pulled off good are amazing to me, complete euphoria when I hear this
...

E minor is a dark stenchy yellow color
A minor is thick green
B minor is incarnadine red
E major is pale aqua lime
C major can be pink, plush yellow, baby blue

If I hear a phygrian musical sequence that is slow, descending, rich I get rich imagery with texture and everything, can really be brought out when high (lsd, weed)
I love it
I will be walking down a hall at school and hear a beautiful song and just be flooded with excitement and so at home with life
It completely controls me

 

thats just silly.

everybody is a bit nervous going into their first trip.

 

music for me is like that too but rather each song has its own picture, or video. when i listen to one of my favorite songs "the mark has been made" i get this extremely vivid image of a green cello which for some reason is radiating green. i love it! and another of my favorite songs "La Mer" which is heavy with piano i get this image of people dancing and jumping up and down. just incredible

 

You should ask your dealer for the the micrograms per dose. He should be able to tell you. I would say if they are 500 mcg only 1 and if they are anywhere from 150 - 250 mcg take 2 and go from there. Yes weed is great with Uncle Cid. Helps alleviate the tension acid can cause in your muscles.