personal questions 2

my people

 

I love them so

 

An animal?

 

of course humans are animals too

 

the future

 

No. I can not tell you are strange just from reading your posts. Anyways, I'm asking the questions around here.

What do you see as the purpose for your existing? And does your boyfriend know that you will kill yourself without him?

 

no he does not it would be wrong to put that kind of responsibility on him. and anyways I don't think I would kill myself no matter what. something is keeping me here.

 

nothing like a mock fellatio demonstration to keep a guy from hitting on you

 

srsly, this doesn't sound healthy.

relationships like this usually end up breaking up, imho, because the level of dependency puts a lot of pressure on the relationship

some therapy might be a good idea, and generally trying to fix the underlying problems

 

I don't understand most of the answer, could you rephrase it?

For what... Exactly. I wish more people would ask themselves that. All the people living useless, fake, shallow, arbitrary existences for no purpose at all. Living through their counterfeit emotions, pathetic parodies of relationships with their fellow humans and a sense of achievement through material and monetary gain, success by the largest number you can generate... All for what?

 

Where did 'cats have nine lives' come from?

 

not sure you're gonna have to google that one my friend

 

please understand that sometimes I say exactly what I'm feeling exactly when I'm feeling it. I absolutely should not do this when my head is in a bad place.

what I meant when I said "without this love I might kill myself" I was referring to the love I have for my child and my man. I am alive because I have love for my child, love for my man, love for my friends.

 

all parties have discussed the issue. person won't be hitting on me anymore. I love being able to discuss things openly.

but still, having a part of someones hand in your mouth is better than having it in your pants, at least in this situation.