~ p i s c e a n ]-[ d e l u s i o n s ~ my poetry ~ persistence of pain all of the times ive broken down and couldn't maintain and the things that bother me of which i complain the pain i feel when i look into a hurt person's eyes heartbreak i experience when i can't get compromise hearing the truth when it isn't what i want to hear knowing the path, yet it is still so unclear trying to feel positive when everything is negative being used and abused because im too willing to give waiting for things i fear ill never be able to see living as a slave when the dream is to be free looking for the meaning whether or not it is there the shoes i have on surely nobody would wear reaching a goal only to find out im still far away always something to struggle with in every day stress that builds up until i fall apart dont know if im capable of filling my heart serving my life time and again left with nothing and nowhere to begin wanting the things i know i cant aquire reaching for the elusive feeling of admire outstretched are my arms, my hands remain empty ive been here all along yet does anyone truly see for on the outside i may be smiling but on inside however i feel i am dying i must keep reminding myself everything will be fine but i always know that i am fighting with time it's never enough, and life is too short however painful this mission i cannot abort because there is a reason, a purpose for me but exactly what it is will i live long enough to see? http://www.pisceandelusions.org/mymedia/poetry
wow how we all long to find our purpose, to gather all we should learn, to pass on our experiences day after day. very lovely piece how long will you wait to be free again i wonder if you view this piece in the future and see past this state of heart and mind love n peace from saff i feel i need to know my reason this helped me to pin point all i am now.. all i can be and have been thank you for this post.
hmm, actually I am quite free, I don't work for anybody but myself, but I still consider myself a slave because I am trapped within the confines of american politics. and I do see past this state of heart and mind right now, but I drift to this painful place and recall all of this so well depending on the circumstances of any given day. glad you could appreciate these words, hope I clarified this piece a little more for you.
wow you did i have the same situation that keeps falling catching me how it hangs around my mind i too write to free my heart and move on again lovely words love n peace from saff america how it drains the life of so many just my opinion i understand the political chain...
unfortunately I had no choice in my place of birth and I've been stuck in this country ever since, longing to escape to a more humanitarian place. if only I could get my photography/arts off the ground to afford some travel... still I keep the hope alive.
Every time I read your poems, it's... just great to know that some people feel the way I do... Your poems means a lot to me... Thank you
ahh, and likewise it is nice to know others share similar feelings as do I, your comments are appreciated, thank you.
