why do you post here, ive read some of your other threads and you dont want to take anyones advice and when someone does offer you advice you usually insult someone. So why make threads or is it just to fuck with people cause your bored?
Chris... love and acceptance is the answer brother. I have AS and I spent years isolating myself, pushing "inferior" people away from me, etc., and until I learned to accept myself and others, my life was hell. Seriously, find religion or a good friend or just something positive to hold on... find an interesting... we aspies are great with hobbies and interests, find something to pour yourself into. But people are right that you are basically losing it man... and I'm not judging you because I was there myself a couple of years ago. A positive attitude can go a long way. Just focus on this: eliminate negative thoughts/emotions, increase positive thoughts emotions... it really helps