Past life reads

Thank you. I am taking today off to get some rest.

 

Good idea, Rick. You'll need to be well-rested to do me, I'm pretty sure.

 

I get it now. Funny stuff you can only get on here.

 

This is some really interesting stuff. : ) I enjoy reading what you picked up on with other people. For some reason, I can't imagine anything all that exciting or out of the ordinary happening to me in my past lives, though I'm hoping something neat pops up. For now, I'll wait patiently and read what you say for the other people.
Just be sure to take care of yourself, man! Don't overdo it.

 

Hi Scenic, I am doing just fine but I do pick up on feelings and personal issues. But I will tell you I keep hearing long life with you. And I was told you have a connection to the Kennedy's and I know they are very interesting. See I can read people all day but then the headaches and the memory loss comes on. See sometimes with my work I am so pressured for time that sometimes I can not remember my own babies name. I think a lot all day and pray for guidance. But sometimes I walk on a job and wonder what the heck am I doing here and then it pops in my head what I am supposed to do. I swear when I could not remember my babies name at a home for twenty minute I felt like an idiot and I was in their home doing some work. Boy to have read their mind then.

 

Sounds like it's a love/hate kind of thing. I think you're deserving of a very long vacation. : (
Thanks for the preview, there. My interest level has just doubled even further, and I didn't think that were possible. Definitely staying tuned in!

 

It was me who removed them... I just felt they were pointless and worthless when I was reading over them, so I decided to delete them. I also at that point felt a lot of regret at deciding to do it in the first place so... I just wanted to try and erase the memory of the experience. More than that, I'd rather not elaborate.

 

Sorry for the bad experience. Have a better day.

 

The experience certainly hasn't eroded my interest in reincarnation, or past lives. And I certainly would be open to being regressed or having another reading... just not in this envoirenment.

There's not much point in doing this kind of thing, at least to me, if a bad read (as in it references bad things that happened in a past life) is going to be watered down, or made more "palletable". When someone goes into a reading, (or a regression) they should be prepared that what they hear might not be very pleasant. I went into this with my eyes and mind completely open, but I feel like I was treated as if I couldn't handle anything really bad coming out about a possible past life, and that saddened me greatly. This isn't a slight against Rick, I know the way he handled my read was done with the very best of intentions, but it just left me feeling very empty and cold about the whole thing.

I will say that I am very glad that I saw the original read before it was cut, as I think I would have truly have missed out had I not seen it. I just wish I knew where to go to get more info on this type of thing, so I can try and explore it more fully.

 

Rick, I am still interested.

 

I am sorry for my actions. I have never removed a post before. This is the only site I could have done that on. Maybe you are correct and maybe what I am doing is not a good thing. And maybe I should understand more about what I am doing and get better education before doing this on the web. Understand the good and the bad. I was told before that what I am doing could hurt someone worse. I guess that could happen with a general read to. It is strange what made me erase what I wrote because I did not do this with any other one on here and they are pretty bad to. So all I can do is take this as a learning experience and either stop it and get the education and maybe give a solution to the read. So people can use the info I see and the solution I might be able to give. It makes me sad to even move forward from here. Thank you

 

I am sorry to hear a reading wasn't to someones liking ... I promise I don't mind what you come up with good or bad it is just your prospective and I welcome that Rick!

 

Well... The funny thing about my read was, I actually went into it fully expecting that whatever past life was revealed to me, it was going to contain some pretty horrible and unpleasant details. Whether this is because of the state of my current life or not, I'm not sure. But lets just say when I read your original read, the unsavoury and horrific nature of the details contained within it was not surprising to me in the least. I will admit I found it very unsettling, but nonetheless, like I said, I went into this with my eyes completely open. And my fascination for the subject only grew as a result of seeing your original read.

I can't say what you're doing is not a good thing, and like I said, I fully understood your reasons for removing your original reading of me. Whilst I did feel disheartened by that decision, you did it with the best of intentions, and that can't be a bad thing. As for being told that what you're doing could hurt someone more... well, I can only speak personally here, but as someone who has suffered a great deal of pain and sorrow in my current life, nothing I could hear from a past life, no matter how awful, could possibly make me feel any worse. Is it possible that a very negative read could hurt someone more? Possibly, but then I'd say that those types of people are probably not in the right frame of mind to undergo past life regression, or a reading of that nature.

You say you had never before erased a reading for anyone else here, and wonder why you did that only for me... Well, I of course can't offer a definitive answer to that... the only thing I can possibly imagine is that you had some feeling (maybe even subconciously) that I was already enduring a lot of trauma and hurt, and so did not wish to add to that by giving me a reading on a past life that was haunting and violent. If this was the case, then I find it very understandable why you did erase it, especially if you'd previously been warned about potentially harming people with your reads.

The last thing I wanted to do was make you feel bad about this, and if I have, I can only apologise. I didn't mean to do that... I just wanted to shed some light on why the erasure of my original read left me feeling empty about the whole experience. You shouldn't feel sad about moving forward from here, and it makes me feel very bad that I have made you feel that way. I think everyone here you have given a reading to (as far as I'm aware) has been very happy with what you were able to give to them.

And the reason I felt sad was not because of the original read, but because I may not have even seen it had I came to the forums a bit later that day. And believe me, I feel glad for having seen it, despite the nature of it, or maybe even because of the nature of it. As I was able to make some connections to that with my current life, and also because it made me even more open about the idea of reincarnation and past lives. Due to the fact that there were certain things about me that you knew about, which you shouldn't have known anything about as we've never met aside from online. That was what upset me really... was that I nearly missed out on that experience. And that I felt I was denied the chance to even express how I felt about it.

If you do use this as a learning experience, I can only hope that it is very much a positive one. You very likely do have a gift, and you shouldn't stop sharing that with others.

 

But I didn't mind what he came up with, that's the whole point I'm trying to make... he chose himself to erase it, I didn't ask him to, and I didn't want him to either. *sighs*

 

I take full responsibilty. This was a error made on my part for erasing. And yes I did not want to add anymore pain to your life. And now I learned a valuable lesson.

 

I did have a strong suspicion that was the reason for the erasure of my reading... It may have been an error, but a very understandable one, nonetheless.

I had no idea that you had been told that your readings could add to someone's hurt. I have very little doubt that probably was playing on your mind when you decided that you didn't want me to see the reading. This is something that you shouldn't be thinking when giving someone a reading. You need to feel like you can be open about what you're feeling and seeing, and not feel restricted in any way whilst doing that.

You mentioned about getting better education before doing this on the web... Perhaps doing it over the web is more hazardous as there's no way of knowing if someone is in the right frame of mind to have a reading done or not. I very much was in the right frame of mind for it, but you weren't to know that. Perhaps getting to know a bit more about the people you are reading over the web before you actually read them is a good idea. One thing you should never feel, is that you need to restrict yourself whilst giving someone a reading.

 

Let me tell you a story. I was reading a person who lied about there age and I did a past life and was bad and another on the site new the person and sent me a note and he was 9 years old. So not knowing the person age or history could be damaging to them.

 

Invisible Soul.

You truly amaze me !!!

I have nothing but the up most respect for you and I am glad to have you as a friend. There are a lot of people in this world or ours that could learn a lesson or two from you and your actions. :grouphug:

 

I too think Invisible Soul is kind of amazing...and Rick, I'm 58 years old and still learning things about myself, some of them not much fun...but we move on. That being said - just so you have no doubts - I have been through some hell in this life, and it has helped me, and I need to know the truth about myself, no matter how horrific it might be. And if the truth isn't horrific...well, actually I think I might be a bit disappointed, but I suppose I could deal with that too.

 

Yes , I think before a read is offered there should be age told to me. I do not care about gender and Invisible Soul is very remarkable and the pain I felt earlier is slowly leaving me. Thanks to the kind words that were spoken. So I will continue tonight.