opiateless.. & goin crazy

kilO you're one of my favorite posters on this board, but not very bright of you to smoke 10 days before your test that if you fail you go to jail for 2 years. You should've quit at least 1.5 -2 months in advance so there was zero chance of testing positive. Man depending how much you smoke weed can stay in your fat tissues for over a month. 10 days is really really scary. I guess you know your body and think you'll be fine, and ill take ur word for it, but come on. Weed's good but not THAT good to put any chance whatsoever of spending 2 years in prison and essentially ruining your future life. 9/11 aint the luckiest day to have it on either..i've read many of your posts and i know your smarter than that bro. ill be hoping it works out for you.

as for the opiates, as the saying goes you want what you can't have. but for me with opiates, its the other way around. if i know i cant get them or there not easy to get, i dont really crave them at all. its when i can get them that i really want them. your apparently the opposite of me, and if i were you i would chill with the xanax. that stuff is worse to abuse than opiates.

dont touch a drug until after 9/11, by then maybe one of your boys will have some oxy for you to enjoy with the weed. if not, oh well..itll eventually come around it always does. i'd chill with the xanax tho.

good luck brotha!

 

I'm getting the Kratom tomorrow

I expected it today, but it wasn't processed in Chicago until yesterday. Last time it took 2 days after that to be delivered, so tomorrow is a good 95% chance.

The site is: http://www.shamansgarden.com

Plenty of cool things on there, including plants that you can buy to extract DMT from :cheers2:

Right now Kratom seems cool because FIRST off, it comes in a ton of different forms (leaves, powdered leaves, powdered extract, liquid extract, tar, full plants, etc). Also, when I did a terrible job of making the tea the effects were still very nice at a low dose (definitely opiate-like). Last, its legal!

 

only link?

 

Why would you need a different link? Is that one not working for you? It just worked for me.

If you want a specific one for the Kratom, you don't need one. Just search for "Kratom" and then choose to view ALL the Kratom items.

If this doesn't decipher what you said then ask again.

 

Look at your life with a sense of humor. Stop equating happiness with being high. Happiness is a shallow thing anyway. Try something. Be the person who sobered up and enjoyed the benefits. Or, be like every one else and just keep digging the hole deeper. There isn't really much more to it than that.

Everybody makes bullshit excuses as to why they relapsed, point is, they didn't quit. everytime will be the last time. Nobody is going to want to quit their addiction. They are addicted. It's a matter of being reasonable and seeing when the move just needs to be made. Weigh out the good and the bad.

I'd wish you luck but it seems almost everyone who hits that point with opiates isn't really going to turn back. The taste just seems to be too much for certain people to handle.

Break a leg! Lol. Oh wait, na, then you might get prescribed somethin.

 

Opiates are just too good...

IMO, you have to learn how to moderate yourself.

 

^ I agree.

and crisp, thanks for the know I should have stopped earlier, but i kept smokin cuz it was my birthday on august 23, and i had a week long celebration for my 21st birthday.

damn, im drinking water like crazy, i gotta piss like racehorse every 15 minutes!

How much was the kratom? and how many times can you get high off it?

 

I will definitely give you a report on the liquid Kratom tomorrow. I still have no idea what the dosages are, but my friend and I make a good team for figuring that stuff out. 9 dollars for at least two doses of a legal opiate-like high? Yes, sir!

I've had some :cheers2: tonight. That makes the fourth or fifth time I've gotten drunk since the beginning of summer.

 

Thats the sister site where I order from. I didnt know they had liquid extract, Im definitley trying that!

 

Drinking water this far in advance of a test is pointless, it doesn't clean out your system. Only point in heavy water consumption is the day before the test and that's to dilute your sample it will never actually cleanse it. Of course then you run the risk of peeing a clear or overly dilute sample in which case you will need to test again or they can fail you on the spot. Right now you are just wasting water and unnecessary pain.

Also, I've read a lot of your posts and it seems you are constantly asserting that you are not addicted and would never let a drug control your life. That's a great mindset to have and an admirable goal. But no one "let's" the drug control them, it is not a voluntary surrender. If you are of the personality type which likes or has an affinity to these drugs (you are) the potential for addiction is there, regardless of how much you tell yourself you will not allow it to happen. It happens slowly, subtly and is completely beyond your conscious control. Your brain chemistry is literally changing and eventually you will realize it is to late and the changes have been made. You constantly shun this advice and say "not me" and that you only enjoy them but could never let them take over your functionality. But please listen to me this time, you are not strong enough to play with this fire and keep yourself from getting burned. I think on a certain level you know you are in trouble, and your posts here are a form of reassuring yourself and turning a deaf ear to advice from more experienced people who say what you do not want to hear.

I'm not trying to preach, I'm not flaming you or saying you are weak or stupid. But, you have a gross misconception of the nature of opiate addiction and how it gets its claws into people. This is incredibly common and is the classic first steps towards the escalation of the problem. I'm not saying don't use, because you are not yet done having fun and there is nothing wrong with that. But as you continue your use please be honest with yourself, and rather than repeating the mantra of "i would never let that happen to me" be self aware of your use and your thought patterns concerning the drug and the aspects of your life it affects. There's a small chance you may have no problem and that you can maintain control while still continuing semi-regular use. But you must surely know there is a much greater chance that your control and ability to self-regulate are sandbags trying to hold back a tidal wave and it's eventually going to be beyond your control. So think more about how you view this, and really listen... and i mean BELIEVE what people tell you about this. Because these are words coming from people who have been in your position, and had the same beliefs that you do. They are not weak people, they have just seen it happen and are able to know more than you that certain things are an inevitability.

 

Sun, again, some of you guys just dont understand how strong minded I am. Im a mathematics/engineering major who graduated high school with 2 prizes in mathematics and a 4-year scholarship to any university in florida. Im like Einstein 150TIMES magnified, Nikola Tesla, and Jon Von Neumann; all wrapped up in a body in one human. lol got that from canibus.

but seriously, i had the Theorem, way before Pythagoras!

LOL, but the truth of the matter is that Im not addicted, but opiates are so damn good I cant help but fuck with them alteast monthly. I found my life's 4th partner, besides knowledge, weed, and LSD. I dont think I'll ever stop, but I would slow down dramatically over the years. Im not gonna be smokin weed like I smoke now when Im 60 but I certainly will be blazing like once a year heheh.

are you serious? I thought drinkin water helped you get clean faster too, besides diluting your piss.. if not, how can i get clean faster!?!?!?

 

someone help me out pleaze!!!

 

Theres nothing u could do but pray, that is if u believe in god, i dnt... water wont do shit... kilo ur one of my favourite members here, why would someone as intelligent as u, a math genius, with a bright future ahead of him, smoke 10 days b4 a test, n risk goin to jail? sorry if my question pissed u off, i didnt mean to, i really wanna know what were u thinkin? did u try that detox shit they sell in head shops? dunno if it works, but i remember seein sumthin like that... why dnt u put someones piss in a syringe, hide it sumwhere, n when they ask u to piss grab the syringe n squirt the piss in the cup, i aint jokin, im just tryin to come up with solutions here, never been tested, dunno how it goes...

 

I had to take a piss test for a job recently, and I used a whizzinator , worked perfectly, the synthetic piss worked fine in the lab, you can also use clean piss if your sketched about the synthetic shit. Also, the Stig I agreed with everything you said for the most part, addiction doesn't discriminate, it can happen to anyone.

 

I would google for detox formulas that you can order/purchase.

Also, tomorrow I am going to try taking about half of one of those 30ml Kratom bottles. I took some tonight, but the effects were minimal. Half of the bottle seems about right now that I've actually dosed from the bottle.

 

Water works. About 1.5 gallons the night before. Don't overdue it, you could die.

 

Just take some acid.

Or simply ask for a mouth swab test, weed is only detectable for approximately 72 hours via saliva

But don't go smoking until after!

 

listen guys, i know I fucked up because I was so damn excited about about turning 21 that I over did it...

but for now, my plan is exercising a lot and drinking lots of water for the next couple of days. Then like a day or two before the test, Im gonna buy one of those walgreens/cvs home drug test kits and test myself. Now there will be two options:

1. I pass the test! which is awsome because thats the great thing about the type of drug tests I get at my probation office. they dont seal them up and send them to a lab, I would be shitting bricks if it was like that. They use cheap little test that look almost exactly like the ones you buy at walgreens. The ones that you piss in a cup, then take a dropper and drop 2 or 3 drops of piss into the test. The cut-off levels are so small I snorted some coke like 2 days before the similar test and passed. If this is the case, then Im good 2 go to take the test.
2. I fail the test! then Im fucked and I gotta go buy one of those detox kits.... god I hope not...

 

*BUMP*
^read above post.

" am interested in mathematics only as a creative art. "

 

are you the dude who just starting take percs a while b ack man?

damn you got into that fast.