Hi People Just thought I'd introduce, I am a chronic pain person, so I need opiates, they keep me wanting to live. Pain is a FreakN curse. You won't find me complaining, I wear a Fentanyl patch 50mcg no I don't feel it, just keeps my pain away. Then the Oxycodon fast relief gives me quite a bit of energy until I pop a few xans then I'll happy find the land of OZ. I must have the exact concoction or ill stay in OZ. Oh wait they have poppy feilds. All jokes aside, I have to wear the patch but I like, love that warm opium feeling. No I wasn't beat, assaulted as a kid, I do suffer with depression, which sucks so bad. I take something, it don't work well, but I refuse to be on 5 different antidepressant. Anyway we all have good days and bad days. Mine are bad days and really bad days, then somewhere, sometimes I have a good day. So there it is. Respond if you can relate, I know I'm not alone here. Peacei