opiate lounge

Its excellent that you dont have to be a slave to dope, but dont become one to sub. Take your prescribed dose and maybe a little bit more sometimes. Many people say with sub, less can be more, and sometimes it really can. Still bro, VERY happy for you, PM me if you need any support or anything with this whole leaving dope process, you could probably be of help to me as well.

Trying to spread HF love :grouphug:

On a side note, i must have got a lot dopier than i thought last night, i woke up this morning and was still very high, and now, hours and hours after i am still feeling a little dopey.

 

thanks man no coke or liquier either, and i went in public today to eat, get shoes, and me and the ole lady went to see americam renuion, also i,m useing a little less than a strip a day he thought i might need 2 a day, but to cut costs we went with one. thats why he said i could call if i needed more but 3 days clean and used 2 strips i,m a day behind. same goes for you if you need anything man i check this place at least 2 times a day, if i,m not hangin out here. got some of that chelated magnesium citrate that etkearne uses how i got the right kind, to keep tolerance low. it,s hard for me to do normal things because i never did go in public much, i smoked crack for years and traded it for pills and dope and my anxity don,t like public places, i,m luckey to even go to a bar. but it,s gettin better with the subs

 

I have only a few OXycontin OC80's left, I'm thinking one for my bday, one for when the moment before taking a drug test so I can be high while I piss in that cup, and just barely not have it in my system, so I'll look fucked up, while passing a piss test, and so won't bother anyone when I'm on one. Thoguh I'd have to figure out when to take another one, trying to get very special occasions to break open my golden eggs, like I said before elsewhere it's like killing a unicorn, but I'd rather take them then get 100's of dollars each, since I'm openly addicted

 

Sweet deal, the original OC 80? Rare find these days.

IDK why you would want to do one right before a test. I guess depends what you are doing after the test and what it is for.

You said 100s, i havent really heard of anyone having these in so long for the obvious reasons. Have you heard of people selling them? How much they go for haha. I honestly havent had one since 2008, actually only ever had like three of them ever.

EDIT: Damn ha, i need to venture out of the opiate forum, i have been all over almost everything in here the last couple of days. tollolol

 

Still feeling great from previous endeavors. Last post in a little while for me HF. Heading out today, in an hour or so. CATCH YOU ON THE FLIP SIDE

 

just 2mgs of subs today, day 6 no herion, this suboxne works wonders.

 

congrats. almost a week.

 

thanks today is a week clean of herion, and i don,t miss it. it was alot of added stress on me, my anxity is alot better also i have a better outlook on everything, have a firepit patio area i,ve been working on for years, it,s got alot done this week, and i,mm looking to add a gazibo 10/12. this suboxone is a miricale drug. also etkeneme i got chelated magnesium citrate this helps with tolerance right could,nt find the other.

 

awesome man, congrats! saving all that cash must be awesome too.

 

awesome man, kee it going

 

Awesome man! Keep it going!

 

great man- keep it going- every day you put
your last shot in the rearview mirror it gets a little easier- -

jjack
On methadone maintenance since forever

 

I am getting so confused by everyone's regimens now since there are both an influx of NEW members (which is awesome as far as I can tell so far - welcome all!) AND a lot of regulars have switched up their routines. So, let's just each post what we are currently on opioid wise and also how long you have been on that med.

etkearne: 4 mg Suboxone Film per day (but really only take 2.5 - 3.0 mg per day) - and I have been on that same medication and dose for almost two years, now.

 

killer headache last night.. smashed up 2- 5mg percocets. mixed with water, baby syringe. boot in the butt.. headache gone in less than 10minutes.

never booted an opiate other than sups made for such..

thats my opiate consumption for at least a few months.

 

Glad you were able to abort the headache before it completely ruined your day.

I also had an insane headache from two and a half days ago through yesterday around Noon. I have had a doctor tell me that I actually suffer from Cluster Headaches and not migraines due to various things (for example: my headaches are on both sides and yet they are JUST as painful than what people with migraines describe) and the treatment is a bit different than for Migraine.

So I started off by taking 7.5 mg of Meloxicam (a strong NSAID) along with my daily Suboxone dose (I believe I took 3 mg). This barely did anything. Then I took a Cafergot tablet (a mix of Ergotamine [a distant relative of LSD] with Caffeine) next. I really HATE taking those buggers, because they make me incredibly nauseous and make me feel 'weird' in general. But desperate times call for desperate measures.

Well, that took some of the edge off, but I was still unable to actually function. So I spent the evening, in the dark, taking more OTC pain medicine like Acetaminophen and Naproxen, careful not to cause any counter-indications with my psych. meds or not to exceed the daily NSAID recommended dose limit. I luckily fell asleep.

However, in sleep, I was greeted by a greuling night of NIGHT TERRORS from Hell. It was just insane and terrifying in every way. And I woke up with the headache still. I knew there was ONE more trick I had in my arsenal that I had not tried. I learned from my one doctor that for Cluster Headaches, if you drastically LOWER your blood pressure, it can help.

So, I took a 10 mg Lisinopril tablet (an ACE Inhibitor I took when I was overweight and had High Blood Pressure - I don't take it anymore as I lost a lot of weight going back on Adderall). Amazingly, within an hour, the headache was GONE.

So that was my headache tale for the week. I am considering going back on the Lisinopril just as a prophylactic against the headaches. It didn't help much when I was on it, however, since I was taking Vyvanse instead of Adderall (Vyvanse is just the dextro isomer, more dopaminergic, compared to the pseudo-racemic Adderall with a slight noradrenergic component), which gave me WAY more headaches than Adderall for some odd reason. I'll have to run it through my doctor when I see him next.

 

the shot in the ass was the last straw..

the heat had gotten to me during the day. I even said the sun felt toxic. (same guy thats in a tanning bed once a week) ..

most my day I was trying to out run the headache. I just couldnt.

I had the burps with my headache. kinda why I didnt want to eat the pills and have them go thru my stomach.
but it wasnt long after my headache was gone. I was cooking chicken and shroom, taters, butter bread and garlic.

 

I tan quite easily and well, and almost never burn, but I often feel as though I have been "poisoned" by a long day in the sun. My skin is fine, my eyes are fine, but my brain just feels like jello and often a headache accompanies it.

So I know what you are talking about. I think it happens independently of sun-tanning ability.

 

WOW thanks everyone it,s nice to know you, all care. today is day 8, the sub. doc called n moved back my app. 2 days good thing i don,t use a whole strip a day, just 2mg after work here n gonna do more work outside in the yard. it,s hot as hell here today 85 n humid, also i think the subs make me sweat more. thanks everyone see ya later...

 

So I've been RXed 3-4 10mg hydrocodone for about 4 months now. I also usually plug 30mgs of morphine once a day as well, this is obviously not RXed. Usually 2-4mgs of Valium or .5mg of xanax whatever I have, and if I have it some coke as well not much. Almost NEVER more than .25 a day when I have it. And of course herb, hash, pure THC oil, edibles, or whatever form of marijuana I have at the time. The pot & opiates of some sort are ALWAYS in my daily routine no matter what due to my WONDERFUL back pain that also accompanies me every single moment of every day. The coke is so I'll be productive if I don't have this I'll use some of my 30mg adderall I get every month as well but I only use tiny pieces of those cause they are so strong and the benzos are because I have HORRIBLE anger issues/PTSD/depression/anxiety and aren't a MUST but if I don't take them I am usually WAY more aggressive and get angry at small things VERY easy. Honestly my use of everything is borderline about to be out of control and with the way life is going for me I don't know if I care. I have so much to loose but no matter how hard I struggle to straighten out my life it seems that my last just keeps catching up with me and pulling me back down. I just had the best interviews I've ever had talked extensively about me going into management right after I started and they seemed to think REALLY highly of me BUT.......as usual my past pulls me back down. All of my references were solid interviews went AMAZING but I've been without a job for 3 almost 4 months now and obviously didn't want to put that on my application as I knew it would be tossed out on site and I've NEVER had a job I was looking at call my current employer BUT they did found out I'm not there anymore so now they are going to get back with me tomorrow and let me know what they decide but I'm sure I know where it's heading. I haven't been this depressed in years and I feel like my entire life is collapsing in around me. Between all my health issues mental and phisical, past tormenting me, stress of no job and my girlfriend who is ALL I have and is the most caring understanding person EVER so she is really great about helping while I'm getting things together but I am tired of my life. I'm tired of having to fight so hard for nothing. No results at all. Well i get results there just all negative. This was just a MASSIVE blow to my confidence. I've been in a very fragile state of mind recently and feeling so liked and Being talked so highly about and just talking about management which I've never done it just really had me going and positive and happy and it probably got ruined. I just don't know what to do. I'm tired of all this pain and Ive got A LOT OF DRUGS in this apt all by myself and I want to do the right thing and just keep with my rationed shit for the day but the old part of my brain is just SCREAMING at me to load another 30mgs of morphine up mix in a little coke and do another John Belushi like I did earlier and take a small handful of hydrocodone. But I'm sure I'll just sit here and feel sorry for myself instead. I'm just fed up with my life and tired of trying to straiten things out and past shit just KEEPS HOLDING ME BACK!! It makes the fight seem pointless. Sorry for this bitchy ass long rant but none of my friends answered as usual cause they all don't ever really answer(awesome friends huh!) and my chick is at work so I guess I decided to punish y'all with my story of woes instead.

 

i feel ya with the..... past shit just KEEPS HOLDING ME BACK!! It makes the fight seem pointless... my dad commited suscide had a harley that was gonna be mine, that was my dream if life to have, ride a harley and he put the title in his sisters name the week before, my grandfather will not talk to me or any of his brothers they treat me as if i killed him. or drove him to it, hell the only time i could even see my dad was at the local bar my past shit sucks and i can,t get over it. all my mom wants me to do is get her coke and i,m basicly in rehab now on suboxone. what the piss flakes bring me. shit storms from hell. hang in there man i,m trying too.