opiate lounge

The site I came from was really rampant with fighting and back and forth banter it got to the point to where I didn't post because I was getting attacked every time I said anything. That's when I went out and found this subforum. What I liked was that we all get along and happydude this isn't pointed at you it's to all of us. We are in this together (or at least I feel we are) happydude your a fellow chronic pain patient and y'all all saw me jump on codynunn when I thought he had said something in the slightest negative way about CPP but we get along now and I saw it was just a misunderstanding. Me and Jeff even exchanged words a bit at one point when we had a misunderstanding. I hope both of y'all stay on the site and can work this out. I talk to both of y'all on a nearly daily basis and both of y'all are in the very small 5-6 person group of friends on this subforum. I hope this passes on like a joint in the wind. Y'all have a peaceful groovy day guys and i hope this all works out.

 

I am glad I found this subforum as well. I tried a couple of the "big name" drug forums and I just never could fit in. Part of this was due to the constant fighting and "high-posting" (although I think opioid high posting is not likely to induce anger haha - but amphetamines...), but it was also due to the fact that I could never really feel a sense of belonging. With so many members, I never could keep peoples' life stories and personal likes and dislikes straight.

I also think that our forum tends to be genuinely interested in both the science (pharmacology) and the real life effects of these drugs we take. That is good since some forums only talk pharmacology and others just talk about getting high but don't know what an opioid receptor is.

 

Yea that's something I've noticed as well we all seem to have a Pretty in depth knowledge about what we do. I never really fit in on those big sites either and I found this place to be my favorite. I was glad I actually found a little group to be a part of ya know.

 

i am glad i found this site so i will have others to talk to who seem like alright ppl so far

 

Yeah, and there's a ton of different forums here, most of which I've never explored. I don't really post here much though, to be honest. Maybe 700 posts in 2.5 years, lol. I keep this window open pretty much all the time though. I'm trying to play 2 mafia games at the same time plus some other stuff.

 

I never done opiates maybe smoked it laced in pot many moons ago- I am really looking forward to the day I have been trekking thru Thailand feet blistered and sore and finding a den in the mountains to chill out in to heal (of course)

I would need a good friend to remind me to leave tho! ....

 

to the rest of the above posters, very true, this site is great for people who know the textbook effects, and the actual effects/feelings/euphoria and not say "morphine may cause euphoria" but can say with passion "morphine feels like the greatest lift of cloud like love surrounding your body, warmly embracing you with all it's love showering you in every pleasure possible that your body can handle, til the point where you gently nod to sleep, waking to a somber like wonderland of the place you had just been laid to rest." and then explain afterwards how receptors in your brain accept these chemicals and you get the point..

Anyways you guys are awesome, and I'm out of oxycontin atm (only 30mg left, and some fent patches) so I'm having a few drinks and posting to see how everyone else is doing, hopefully pretty well.

 

only a few vics here better than nothing.

 

I really hope to add a half G of some white and some pure THC tomorrow. If I pull it off this really will be shaping up to be the best fucking month ever!

 

well I got some Belvedere, sex, and some tramadol (350mg) so I feel pretty good, maybe chew a fent patch to polish it off, or snort some fentanyl if I can stay awake long enough to get the damned powder, but we'll see.

 

8 vikes. 10's..

 

So I'm having to wait on the white for a few days but it will be 2 gs this time so that will be nice and I got 3/4 of a gram of pure THC oil today so I'm am super stoked!

 

I am so glad my Subs doctor wrote me a month extra so that I could continue my trip to Mississippi to help my grandparents. I would have had to come back to my home soon if the doctor had not been so considerate.

However, I have been taking little doses since I am very busy helping my grandparents and don't want to be even slightly impaired around them. I want to offer them the best of care that I can!

 

3 perc 10/325 this morning and another 2.5 a couple of hours later. looking forward to some oxy filled pain-free bliss this entire weekend =]

 

btw, i have some serious anxiety/panic issues and am prescribed xanax for this. i have zero issues with this drug as i dont experience any euphoria or any other recreational effect. it just calms me down greatly and allows me to relax a great deal.

the problem is ive heard of the many warnings that people talk about mixing benzos with opiates. i am currently on ~150mg of percs a day but i have never mixed in xanax on the same day that ive taken my percocets, though i have thought about it. i mean, my doctor did prescribe it at the same time that he prescribed the percs so i feel kind of conflicted.

i feel really paranoid about it and am reluctant to even take .50-1mg of xanax in between my perc doses. i really just hate mixing any pharms at all and wont even take a drop of alcohol when i am on opiates. but this panic disorder of mine has really driven me very close to taking a small dose of the xanax even for just a little relief

 

fell off the wagon today since last thur. n did 2 bags of dope.(not like i was clean ive been eating vics to avoid withdrawl) but on the brightside i FINALLY found a suboxone doc. 300$ the first vist with 2 weeks of meds. then 100$ a vist each month n the price of meds. what do all you think ?this is the cheapest doc ive found around here, and the other places wanted me to go 3 times a week, shit i got a fam. job, i,m trying to get time back not lose anymore. what,s your thoughts etkearne as i said a few months ago sorry for snappin at ya over my fentanal posts, as most of the time i,m drunk while i post. i wish i could get subutex just cause its cheaper, but i,ll be happy with what i get, if he would ask if i want pills or strips, wich is better i never had the strips. but i,m tired of running the race for the past 4 years, i spend over 700$ on herion last month the subs will cost about 280$ a month and i,ll be legal. what do ya all think???

 

Benzos and opiates are bad news...doctor prescribing both is insane.

 

those prices dont sound bad at all, ur seeing a doctor and getting legal prescribed meds, if i was on h, that would be priceless not that i look down on other opiates, but that is just not acceptable to me, so i think that is great man, go for it!!!!!!!! like u said 700 bucks is alot of coin to drop, after the second visit, ur staying well twice as long with half as much!!!!!!! not to mention risking losing a job, and family due to the game ya feel!!!!!!!!

 

thanks fer careing about me my fam. porkchop i have blown out both knees n that started me on pain meds then the story goes vics dont work anymore then oxys then dope it was cheap too 10 a bag i got sucked in. that post of 3,699 packets was someone close to here n they flooded the town with it.i fell off the wagon today n did 2 bags. felt like shit cause i was only eating vics since last thur. but i think i have some other issues to deal with too.

 

Does anyone else think people go right to pain meds when something is wrong instead of other methods of pain management? Hell I have been doing acupuncture and chiropractic now for 3 months and it has done wonders. No need for pain meds. I just get them now for the fun. I know some people need these meds to live but probally none on this forum LOL

I mean i know people that go right to meds to fix an issue. Yes it will temporary help..but the problem is still there