opiate lounge

I definitely understand where you're coming from. It helps to not be high all the time. If without OC, you're sure about your feelings for the person then Oxy only adds to it, in my opinion, and on the occasion you do it then it makes you feel fabulous.

With my ex, I used oxys to make me feel more affectionate around him and make up for the lack of conversational skills on his part, and also prompted me to do physical stuff more since while sober I would be turned off by him sometimes

 

did almost 30mg. feeling good, especially after the huge argument i had with my boyfriend today. i so needed that oc today.

 

I am sincerely going to try to stop doing OC. I didn't think so much about how bad it apparently is until I told two people. One a friend and the other an old flame. I felt so guilty since one is a good friend I've known for years. Idk...let's see how it goes.

 

Its not bad per say... but like... It definetly alters your perception, actions and thought pattern.

Its very hard to be a socially acceptable normal person when you are abusing opiates, espescially because you never really come down.

Your emotions are empowered yet dulled at the same time, its quite a unique experience.

You can think at length about anything that ever brought you pain without a twinge of guilt. On the other hand you can relive your best moments over and over untill you have an inflated view of yourself.

You begin to live in a warm shell, a shell so big even your emotions have an echo.

I find that i feel just as good while sober as i do on OC, untill i have the comparison of OC vs sobriety.

Ignorance is bliss.... Espescially when it comes to opiates...

I quit recently as well, good luck, and remember, it will get better. The first few days are going to be hell...

 

Agreed. Thanks trichome. talk to me on facebook! :] we can be sober buddies.

 

lol

Can't stand the fire?

 

sure. but what i wouldnt be able to stand is puking in school from doing too much oc...

 

You're not really using opiates until you notice you're not questioning using every day to feel normal, and not getting high. And I know at one time i did get high because I have the holes in my pants in the same place in every pair of pants to prove it. I do .5 twice a day every day... when it's fire i'll nod off of .5 when it's not I just get straight... why bother doing more when I know I won't nod off when it's not the fire. Perpetually waiting for the fire to last. H obv.

 

i aint done a opie in a while.

 

Ive been clean for a while and i actually feel too good...

Are opiates a blessing or a curse?

 

If you're in a lot of pain they're definately a blessing. And they can be a lot of fun recreationally if your priorities are in order. But if it gets to the point where you're using to just feel normal and avoid wd's, then they're a curse. So far, I'm still in the blessing stage. But if I didn't have mine, I'd be a miserable bastard struggling to walk 2 blocks or climb stairs. Shit, I even have to use the electric carts at Wal-Mart WITH the meds.

 

Oxys???- If this board was here 10yrs ago it would be all about heroin- -not that its a good thing-I just noticed that they seem to be the opiate of choice- True?? or am I mistaken

 

I have recently gained information about 1200 microgram fentanyl suckers (i believe their also called actiq lozenges). I have pretty high tolerance but have read information warning against dangerous effects to using these. I would like to know more about how much to do in one setting before obtaining one. Could anybody let me know more about dosage information please?

 

reponse to curse- I was going to respond privately..but I figured what the hell, Ill post a short story for all- - no judgements, hell Im addict on a clinic

I never tried the lollipops- - but I have had the patches I forget the dosage of them ,which is important- - -but we cut them open and scraped the jelly like substance on a pc of bread with strawberry jam and peanut butter. It knocked out that time release effect> and the taste ,although awful,was tolerable- But the opiate effect was -well ...very,very nice......and hit at once ,not over time

My next door nieghbor discovered that if he scraped substance off the patch and mixed it with enough water and then boiled the shit out of it- it would cool down enough to the point where he could inject it. The guy had a whole freakin system, he thought he was a fuckin chemist.I dont know where you would get valid information on how much to do before it becomes very dangerous- I do know you better be very careful with fentanyl

He is dead now . What a shame. about 10 years already - from a Fentanyl overdose- I dont know the facts, just the results- we really werent close, but he did live next door.

Me- I had my opiate (heroin) days- they started innocently enough- - basically as a way to ease thru the last weeks of my southeast asia tour- - ended up as horrible crime ridden decade ,when I came back home to the streets of NY.. Methadone ,the only available medicine to help addicts back then probably saved my life.-Believe it or not, it was the recommendation of a judge- either get on a program or go back to RikersIsland. I think he took pity on me because he was a WW2 vet.
I have now been on the clinic for over 25 yrs, have my family back, a career, and am a contributing member of society.- Im not ashamed nor proud- - but opiates of any kind are so enticing, yet the potential for addiction is very real- - then>all bets are off
so- -be careful out there. It probably isnt worth it, even though they are time released lollipops - you have to keep it as a once in awhile thing- - and for me(with dope),that was impossible
Well- I know I didnt answer your question- -maybe someone more familiar with that stuff can- sorry- but [I]do[/I] be careful
respect
jjack

 

billy cobham plays in the opiate lounge, all night long

 

Hey if yall could check out my post in the drug testing area an maybe throw me some advice.

 

why does no one talk on the lounge maybe you should rename it the opium den i think that would attract more opies

and to jungle jack ya its all about OC's now oxycodone, also hydromorphone dillys, Opana oxymorphone, those are much more popular than junk these days, until the pills dont get them high anymore than they move up the ladder.

 

To Curse10: I did a quick search and found a little info on Fentanyl dosage:

http://www.emcdda.europa.eu/publications/drug-profiles/fentanyl

The concentration given for analgesia of 1-2ng/ml of blood would mean a dosage of only 5-10 micrograms, considering a blood supply of 5L in an average adult. That sounds pretty low, but that's what it comes out to. Anyway, given these numbers, a 1200 microgram sucker would equal 60% of a lethal dose.

 

I know this is a little late but? Know how you feel! Been 14 days off oxy 10 and going crazy! I'm an addict when it comes to anything, always have been. My connection dried up and I'm still looking for new one. That's what we do! Just miss that feeling. Waiting sucks... Looked online but to many scams out there. Hang in there.

 

i caved today...my sister's new boytoy brought some oc. uhhh now im nauseous and nodding out because my tolerance is like, nonexistant right now. sadface