Valium's aren't bad, in fact they're really good in stressful situations. They're addicting, of course, and if you try to suddenly withdraw you can have some serious problems. But since you're going through a doctor, he can explain all this to you, and help you taper off when the time comes.
i had a ticket for the begining of Feb. but i had to push it off so im not sure when yet...I hope soon!!!
did 40mg of oxy last night, didnt feel much as my tolerance is around 120mg for a decent high. Its 5pm the next day, the afterglow is wearing off and the last bit of her is leaving me. Up untill this point i decided i wasnt going to do anymore, but evertime i go back to baseline i get depressed and always end up doing more. It seems when im high i want to be sober, and when im sober i want to be high. I spend almost $700 this month on oc alone, luckily i can afford it. When you can stop, you dont want to, and when you want to stop, you can't.
yeah they seem to be helping, not much but they are. I bought weed and been staying stoned and that reminds me of that ambien feel since I haven't smoked in so long... Then I go to sleep shortly after.,. Its good though so it helps. Really seems to help with the withdrawels from the ozycodone. I still have a little somas, a lot of valiums and weed. I hope all this works.
I'm assuming the forum is ok now. The last time I was here was a few days ago. I was getting a Google warning that there had been some sort of attack on the site that dropped a bunch of trojans. Seems ok now, and I'm not getting the warning.
I guess I spoke too soon. For the last 2 hours, I couldn't even access this page. When I hit the Back arrow, it wouldn't load the previous page; I had to exit the site. It seems ok now, though, but I think I'll do a Norton scan to be sure.
I did a full Norton scan awhile ago and it came up clean, with the exception of 3 cookies. The forum itself had a message at the top of the screen yesterday, saying that they had been hacked, but it was taken care of.
I just parachuted 50mg of hydrocodone. Man, this is great, it almost feels like I'm back to my old tolerance.
maybe getting some on thursday. Question: Do you all hide your opiate use from your significant others? Or from potential significant others? I keep forgetting I made this thread for discussion while on opiates and not just about opiates..
So I was in my web design class today and went to the bathroom to blow some OC, came back and 45 minutes later i had the urge to yak so I get up to ask the teacher to go to the nurse and as he's filling out a pass I start throwing up right there. Needless to say I came home early....and blew more OC and nodded out while watching Weeds.
hahaha I was kind of hoping it would happen, I was eager to miss math class. I knew I was in over my head