opiate lounge

^420th post btw.



smoke sum, bitch.

 

Just don't come out of retirement with something like Kingdom Come.

 

Im just as passionate about women as i am drugs.

I got 20 OC40's yesterday, so i cleared my schedule and made plans to see her.

When she came into sight we rushed together and shared the most passionate of kisses. I took her by the hand and led her to our haven (heaven). We went to bed and she lay on me, for the first time in too long i felt her warmth, her touch; it radiated all over my body.

I looked her deeply in the eyes, as did she to me. Her taste, her smell, her looks; at this point it was all i knew, and all i ever wanted to know.

We fell asleep in each others arms as flowers wilted and wax dripped. Another perfect night spent with my one true love.

 

Sounds like the perfect night.

 

Yeah, it was great, i dont think i have ever been as high on OC as i was last night, 30mg after a 15 day break almost gives a new meaning to the drug.

im done work in 2 hours and i get to spend another blissful night with her, im gonna go though these 20 oc40's so fast lol.

Lady Oxycodone comes from the most royal of families, and must be treated accordingly.

oh yeah, by the way, thanks for being so accepting of my insanity, could you imagine the looks i would get if i spoke this way in real life?

 

You are welcome. I don't judge

And I think it would be more comical than insane if you talked like that in person, but I guess that's just my humor.

 

Damn, Trichome. You're either taking this too seriously, or you need to become a writer.

 

Jay Z = Joe Camel

Nas' Bday = my bday

 

heh, i am a (self proclaimed) writer, im about 300 pages into my first book.

LOL, last night i was feeling sick from oc and went into mcdonalds to ask for a glass of water. As i walked in i lost control and puked all over the middle of the floor. I gave a sympathetic look to the bewildered young vietnamese chick behind the counter and ran out.

( 2 oc40's and no tolerance is a bad combination)

lol, sometimes i forget how great it is to be me, (and how shitty it can be to fall in my path of destruction)

Im counting down the hours (2) untill i get to be with her again, abscence truly does make the heart grow fonder.

If only i could find a woman who loves OC as much as me, we would have many threesomes.

 

Yikes. I've been there. One time I got stoned and really high on OC and puked like really...projectile. lol

This is the Opiate Lounge, look around! haha come to florida, there are many of us here.

 

it was even worse because i ate chili and drank fruit punch just before, it looked like i puked my intestines out...haha

I would love to find a women who loves drugs as much as me, but in all reality drugs just complicate relationships. A clear body and mind is needed for the devotion women deserve.

"How can i be thinking of her when shes on my mind? "

although i miss nodding off in my ex's arms, that was damn romantic.

 

True. Drugs did complicate things with my ex. He threatened to leave me but I knew he never would. I ended up leaving him later on but for different reasons.

And damnn!! lol chili and fruit punch is never a good mix, not to mention while high on like fuckin 80mgs of OC! haha

 

got a 30 and shared it half and half with my sister. I'm glad I waited until friday. I feel goood

 

Thats so sweet,

I dont even tell people i have OC because i dont share, it might be different with family though....

So im sitting here with 17 oc 40's, telling myself that today is the last day, telling myself that i should only see her once per week.

She faintly calls my name untill she has my attention, then screams her demands. I can do nothing but obey. Consumed by her euphoric haze i find it hard to distinguish between what is reality and what is not.

Memories of the time we spent together cloud my judgement as once again i find myself crushing a oc 40 to powder. "All or nothing" echoes through my head as i try to break her spell.

So i give in and say to myself, "just one more day", which recently seems to have unintentionally become my mantra.

Oxy is the harshest of mistresses.

 

freind of mine is a weed smoker, but she cant smoke the weed we all smoke. She prefers leaf, she dont like super highs like us.. Anyhooo.. she asked me for smoke clipping and gave me a stamp bag for it.. so I just did that...

 

'tis hard to stay away from your love for a week.

 

Today was the last day i'll do OC for the next few months. I went out with a good nod though. My tolerance is 30mg or so. Blew 40mg OC, 4mg Dilly, popped 20mg valium and There was always a bowl of opium mixed with hash going all night. Time to nod out in my bedddd

 

'tis very hard, ive managed one day and thats about as far as i think i can get, its gonna be just me and her tonight.

Im kind of an idiot for buying so much OC, im laughing at the thought that i could control myself.

lately ive been feeling just as good sober as i do on OC which makes me reluctant to take any. yet i end up in her presence daily.

In combination with my non drug related addictions its really becoming a problem. I should be 100% sober all the time, but i dont know if that will ever be the case.

OC is a treat for the mind and should be treated accordingly, everyday use is demanding and destructive.

I havent been sober in 6 years, i wonder what it would be like....

 

Haha I always have that false sense of control.
And being sober after six years...that would probably be like hell.

I had myself just 15mg yesterday right after I got home from school and was feeling alright and for some reason after smoking a little pot later at like midnight I felt so high and I had that typical opiate nod:coffee:. Never happened before. My sister wouldn't let me go to sleep because she was worried I'd die. On 15mg? Eh, hardly.

 

I did 30mgs altogether now mmmmmmm. unlike with you, trichome, when im really high i feel more of a desire for someone to cuddle with. if only i could be wholly happy with oxy.