open eye hullucinations

whenever i take a strong hit, i´ll close my eyes and just kinda hang on. this isnt an open-eye visual thing, but it always happens when i get a good hit.
you know when you close your eyes and rub them, you see stars? i´ll see that kind of thing making crazy patterns, sorta like fireworks. after a few seconds, this horizontal diamond shape appears. very small at first, then gets bigger like you´re flying towards it. then i go through it and everything is calm and more stars are neatly fixated to the sky, but begin to kinda slowly "rain down."
once i open my eyes, it´s like you´re in a different world. this same thing happens again and again, and has been going on for a while (only when smoking). always flying through the same diamond.

 

If you ever decide to do acid be careful it could make your condition worse. Does any of your family members or distant family members have schitzofrenia?

 

When I was a kid I saw a headless man watching me while I rode a carousel at a fair. Scared the straight right out of me forever.

 

i think its more a matter of what u "feel"
paronoia is apart of being stoned and sometimes i get real paranoid about seeing people at night, which causes my brain to think im seeing people...this usually happens when i walk home at night or sumthing tho.

i dont think its the same visuals ud get on other shit, but its ur brain fucking with u not ur eyes...sometimes i just zone off and get the feeling that im in a giant calendar or board game.
i cant juge whats normal or not when im baked..but sumtimes people sitting really close to me, their heads seem bigger...when im baked i cant even tell if making toast is normal or not...everything i say or do isnt "normal"

ive never seen stuff like swirls or pretty colors or whatever like sum ppl make it out to be

 

When I smoke a lot I see very faint patterns and shapes.