Hi Rudie, what if you drop the need to interprete and even question and let the dream speak to you instead and call you by your name, and allow the change to take you on. As it is you who waits for you on the hallways of life, with patience and also some caution and feeling lost sometimes ... but deeper inside with a heart that just wants to trust and love and embrace the experience of being you and find this is real beyond all dreams. All the others only help you to find it is so. Hope this makes sense!