okay about the other night

man I still haven't taking that nap yet

I keep on procrastnating on that too

 

Procrastination is something I've been meaning to work on.

 

Whatever

 

Part of your problem is you make excuses for so many of your actions and give half assed apologies for what you have done. Well words mean nothing, actions everything.

 

Somebody really needs to get her photos over to 4chan. Youlls doesnt even scratch the surface of the lulz potential brewing here these past few weeks

 

https://iris.va.gov/scripts/iris.cfg/php.exe/enduser/home.php

If they're anything like the MH in Nevada or CA they CAN help you. But you have to call

 

lol...same here

 

The system is failing people like you. Andy and I get in fights all the time about people and accoutnability...this is a perfect example of how the system had a chance to get you help, but they didn't.
It seems like a lot of people have failed you and now you need to be resiliant and call for help, but even Mental health won't talk to you unless you are sober.
I understand anxiety. Do you know it's the leading cause of addiction? You just need a good therapist who will kick your ass and not feed you bull shit and some good meds to replace cough syrup.

 

Lynsey, you are wise beyond your years.

 

I would love to learn how to sew clothes. Was it hard to learn?

 

thanks....I woke up this morning with the worst negative self talk. So that's really nice to hear

 

Oh please....Its not like you NEED something. I never smoke weed and I never take ANY drugs and meds, and I'm still fine...

 

I think maybe the way you were raised and your country's political policies make it difficult for you to empathize with others that are diffferent from you.

 

empathy is different than feeling sorry for someone who blames everyone but themselves for the shitty situation they are creating.

its NOBODY'S fault but her own that she got addicted to a drug, and its nobody elses fault that she chooses to continue to keep using it.

its imature to simply blame everyone else and take no responsibility, which is exactly what ivy has been doing

 

To become sober we must be honest, willing and open minded. Regardless of the circumstances that led to our addiction we are the ones responsible for our recovery.

 

Some how i feel that isnt your own thoughts you are expressing there...

 

It's the thoughts that have kept me sober and alive for over 22 years.

 

Well i suppose thats what counts, are you happy though Mark?

P.S.
I love the new sig pic, i am fond of both Lennon and Jesus.

 

I am happier than I ever was using. I started using to fill a void in my life. That ended with 15 years in hell. By the way...it's Marc.

 

Sorry, Marc

I have to ask though, did you ever manage to fill that void?