now what?

i don't know about that.. i feel pretty dumb compared to most

 

You are most certainly not dumb.

 

maybe not dumb.. but definitly confused.. makes me slow at times.. hours or days later i suddenly think "oh crap i should have said/done this"

 

I think we all have moments like that! Heck, I go into a room and forget why the heck I'm there!

 

ahaha yeah i do that.. i'm just not comfortable around adults. i feel like a child still. weird when i'm in a room with strangers and they treat me like an adult.. like as of lately. :&

 

I'm getting the suspicion that perhaps certain people treated you more like a child than an adult where you were before?

 

bingo

coughFAMILYcough

not sure why.. must have been me. having kids and a job and stuff.. just wasnever enough to be treated like an adult. always talked down to, always treated like i was 10... was it me or them? not everyone did it.. mostly my mother. the rest sort of did it when my mom was around.. hmmm

 

I often forget what show in watching during comerciels so dont feel too dumb, glad things are better booger

 

You shouldn't cuz you aren't... *s*

I was talking bout uncalled for comments...

 

ooohh.. hasn't happened yet.. anywhere

 

I thought so.


My grandmother is like that with me. She can't accept that I'm a grown woman with children of my own. She still treats me like a little girl. Even the gifts she buys me are, well, juvenile. She has admitted to me that it's just difficult for her to see her granddaughter as a mother and wife, but it infuriates me when she treats me like that.

She's the only one who does it. The rest of the family treat me like an adult and respect me. It's just her.