Nothing ever goes right for me

I mean literally ANYTHING I touch falls to shit. The simplest tasks become difficult, drawn out, expensive or impossible. For example - I decide to clean the eaves-troughs out, but magically the wind picks up so the temperatures drop, I can only find two different sized gloves and neither fits, my ladder has somehow stopped extending despite the fact that the two pieces move freely so they aren't stuck together, so now I can't even do it anyways. It went from a 20 minute job, to 30 minutes trying to get the damn ladder to open and because I can't get it open, I can't clean the eaves.

This same process happens for basically everything I do. It doesn't matter if I'm positive or not. It doesn't matter how hard I try. I'm just a failure.

 

You aren't a failure. Some of your projects are a failure, but not you. I think a lot of people fixate on the things that go wrong, paying little attention to how many things go right. I bet you aren't as bad you as you think!

 

maybe bad things are helping to clear your karma?

while things have gone bad in the past, maybe a bright future is around the corner :sunny:

 

Maybe... Just maybe, this wasn't a good day for you to be on a ladder...


You see what I did there...

 

Sounds like a regular day to me. I think you're just unrealistic.

 

...maybe...

 

I've been through phases like this a few times. Chin up, buttercup. Learn to dance in the rain.

 

Hang in there, we all have those kinda daze.....

 

You're in a position to have eaves to clear, so I'd say that things are going pretty well for you. If you look at everything with such a negative mindset, of course everything is going to always look awful.

 

Not if his ladder doesnt work

 

He still has them, just doesn't have a decent ladder.

 

They're my parents' eaves because I don't make enough money to pay off my debts and live on my own at the same time.

 

Smile, it's the cheapest drug on the market!

 

Iam the biggest loser piece of garbage on this planet. Everything is a setback, anything that has been good in my life always gets taken away.
Iam just sick and tired of everything. I just wish I was dead.

 

While looking for the above item I found the perfect tool for this place.

 

nobody likes me, everybody hates me, better go eat some WORMS!

 

I feel that way too. But on a bigger scale. I keep wanting to be that well adjusted adult who doesn't give a fuck about nasty people and doesn't tolerate it, but I keep being put in situations with shitty people I can't escape from or tell off without it being an even bigger problem.

 

same. but at least i've recently become well adjusted enough to know that most of the time i'm the one fucking my own life up.