Not Sure What To Think/do?

Ok so I'd consider myself straight but definitely bicurious. I have a gf and she satisfies my sexual needs in every way and then some. But late at night, I usually find myself jerking off to gay porn quite often, and I've even traded pics with some guys on the internet. I've used my gfs toy on myself while jerking, and I've even tasted myself once or twice, but I've never had a real experience with a man.

When I was younger I tried jerking off with my friend. I was fully naked and hard as ever, but he ended up saying he didn't want to do it, so it ended there (but hey, we were young). The only other time I came close to anything was when an openly gay man approached me. I knew he was hitting on me but my shy side kicked in and I basically shut down all of his advances. To this day I wish I just went with it to see what it was like.

I know I'm not emotionally attracted to men. It's just a physical attraction when I get really horny. I would never date a guy, and I don't even know if I'd enjoy being with one since I haven't tried it. The thought of body contact and everything that comes with it is such a turn on though. I feel like it's just something I have to try at least once in my life.


Basically I'm just trying to make sense of these urges. I don't really know what to do with them, should I act on them or just stick with the porn? I don't have any gay friends and I'm not real keen to meeting someone from the internet because you never know what you're going to get. Any advise would go a long way in helping!

 

No one is really stopping you. You want to try? You live only once, and the regrets are useless. So, get your act together and give it a try.

Remember to stay safe! And keep in mind that m2m sex does not necessarily involve any courtship, strong emotional bonds, etc. You find a guy to be attractive. He feels the same about you, and the two of you are ready to get going...

Nope, you do not have to develop any sort of acquaintanceship with anyone. A visit to the local spa would usually be your best bet...

KD