Not gay, but think about Sucking?

I'm very rarely attracted to men, but I love sucking cock, I find it intoxicating. I love being fucked by men too, but I am not romantically interested in them.
I like men and women for very different reasons. I feel romantic attachment to, and have relationships with women. I have sex with men.

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I am definatly more straight, i fancy most women i see, but i'm only attracted to the odd bloke, i wouldn't want a relationship with a bloke, but sex definatly, i did have gay sex once, he fucked me, but i didn't enjoy it much he was shit, i sucked his cock that was alright but i wasn't attracted to him, i only went with him because i was desperate,
but i seriously fancied a mate i used to have who was bi, but he didn't fancy me, although he had a wank while he was laying next to me in bed, i didn't know he was doing it until he'd just finished, otherwise i'd have tossed myself off with him, we used to snuggle up in bed together, but he wouldn't even let me snog him, i realy wanted to snog his chops off, suck his cock, fuck him, the lot, i'm getting realy aroused now writing this, i'm probably going to go for a wank in a minuete,
but like i said i wouldn't want a ralationship with a bloke, it wouldn't be as exciting as been with a woman.

 

I'm not gay either, but I have also thought about stroking and sucking another man's cock. I wouldn't want any kind of emotional relationship, no hugging or kissing, but just a FWB arrangement with mutual handjobs and blowjobs. I've had my cocked sucked by a man before, but I have yet to stroke or suck one myself. If it doesn't happen sooner then having a nice cock cum in my mouth will definitely be on my bucket list.:sunny:

 

I'm beginning to think this may be quite normal.

 

This has been very interesting to read and has somewhat helped ease the last 3 months of my life, where I have been confused beyond belief. I had been in two long term relationships with women who I loved very much and have had huge crushes on various girls since I was about 11-12. I considered the thought of men at about 16 and came to the conclusion that I would be comfortable trying giving oral sex but that everything else involving men made me feel really uncomfortable. I went through a phase last year where I watched a bit of thai ladyboy porn for pretty much the same reasons as a previous poster said (intrigued/aroused by the penis while still including the female form and not having to look at obvious blokes).

I've been single for most of 2012 now and had an absolute blast at the beginning, going out every weekend and hooking up with and fucking new and interesting girls. After about 3 months I began to feel really bad about how I'd treated my ex and I got a lot of anxiety and stress. I made the stupid decision of thinking that getting really stoned would calm me down and instead I basically freaked out and convinced myself I was gay, even though the thought of being with men on any level made me uncomfortable.

I basically managed to convince myself that my whole life and feelings towards the women I had been with, as well as my love for sex with women, had been a complete lie. It screwed with my head beyond belief.

But after having read some of the views on here it's been really refreshing and reminded me to look back on the view I had at the time, which was just to keep an open mind and not let anything be so black and white.

We are who we are, for better or for worse!

Thanks everyone

 

The first blowjob that I ever received was from a male neighbor the same age as I was, about 13. After that I was strictly into women for the last 40 years.
I was even married for 18 of those years. Lately I've been admiring penises and thinking about stroking and sucking an esthetically pleasing penis and how it will feel when it ejaculates in my mouth. I don't feel that this demeans or makes my feelings toward women a lie. I still love women and would gladly enter into a physical and emotional relationship with the right woman, but I still have these feeling and urges about a good looking penis. I don't want any kind of emotional attachment, just to stroke and suck a nice cock:sunny:.

 

i sucked my first cock today, it was fantastic!!! and like you, sucking is the only thing i am interested in.

 

I think alot of guys are into sucking cock. I fantasize about it quite often but like most I dont really want anything else.
I recently joined a gym and I often shower after I read posts about ppl getting action in there. Guess no one else is curious in my gym lol.

 

Yes and most of them are afraid to ever admit these feelings and go thru life suffering....

One should NOT BE AFRAID to do what they feel is right for them!!