no title its live

A little chilly today but I pushed for a walk with my new mobile fone with camera

Sun shining down,
the clouds not so bad,
water in pools with wind blowing upon the surface letting me see my emotional ripples that are calming down as the sun gets stronger every day :sunglasse.

Feeding some ducks and swans to make them feel better on a cold day, it reminds me to eat + make myself feel better also + recharge my soul to enlighten another day

Now Esty, do I get to be cyber tied up for being so good he he

 

And just what would you wish for. Rope or silk stockings?

 

Um... my hands + legs tied gently by soft cotton ropes to my kingsize bed pleeze so that I'm at your mercy

Um, but pleeze, if U wish PM me + let me PM you as I'm concerned about your age if you are too young which is understandable.

My mind + essence was cleansed into purity + energised by the rays of those sunbeams that all who reads + sees,
The water cleansed me, but the chill obviously brought my nipples up lol.
But innocence of my heart + doings I shall always continue,
never to harm anyone though I be clumsy + too trusting sometimes.

May the lights + universal energies shine on all

I have to go again, shower time. ( + about time lol ).

Hey b.t.w, have you or anyone got any good tunes for a nokia 6220 ?

 

HippyChrome, I'm old enough to do just about anything I desire or want. Is a 32 year old mistress old enough or too old to fit your bondage agenda?

I demand an obedient love slave. One that understands complete submission of the heart, body and soul. I will bind our heart and soul inescapably.

I can chain those nipples you mentioned. I have just the proper chains to fulfill your every desire.

And HippyChrome. No pm's until we know each other more intimately. BTW. I love your poetry. It's very uplifting. I get aroused reading some of the things you say here.

I imagine myself in an open field, the wind blowing my skirt around. My hair all atoss, my bare feet skipping across the warm green grass. The strong scent of buttercups rising from the ground.

I drench myself in my love of the outdoors

 

Um... lol, yes to a few things you said + thankyou for your compliments . We have 1 prob though, this is an all age general poetry forum section so I hate to behave like a moderator especially to myself ha ha. But do you know any other forums / threads where we can explore this side ? I will still post poetry here, but for general about my rantings + life for all ages etc. I can't + would not be allowed to post anything more... um... ' U know ' here he he. So need another place more appropriate for postings. + B.T.W, I fit your demands and would love to play in fields with daisies and buttercups in special ways with you with our feet in summer warm water soaking up the universal + sun energies of the empowered pond whilst sticklebacks nibble our toes . ( Well, my boots cos I'm sortta shy lol ).

B.T.W, my chore today + right now ( sigh ), see parents then a friend with my busted PSU for him to fix as a spare lol. + i like the sound of your summer skirt blowing he he .

I sit upon a wall in a nature park,
the wind blows upon my long hair as the sun shines bright upon my closed eyes,

I feel a breeze gently blow upon my face in which I open my eyes.

My head turns right to see a big red half wheel and passing by is a lady glowing so bright in a summer hippie tie-dyed dress, with a hippy bag containing who knows what.

I stare for a while and she notices me, our eyes meet + a grin occurs upon each face, for we know we shall say hello on a bright summers day .

 

I think I found an appropriate thread here in the hip forums + left a message there for you

 

hi rob

so you found your old self
to be you is all you can do in this
complicated life of change

yet tread careful dear friend
and be aware of what history has
told you what history has done
and unlock that self wholey.....


today awareness is all around
so take your time to see
its all there all alive
within the human soul..............


love npeace man
let me know your address to send this review

from saff

 

Yes my Saffy, I found a little of my old self back + try to rebuild that

I feel as though I am still on a cyber rebound though,
but try I must to trust others once more with my delicate heart and soul.

but even if I am hurt or betrayed again, I will use a bungy jump rope on my boots,
when once i throw myself of the village rocket again if all is not well.

I learn by my mistakes, but as you know I let my heart + soft being rule.
A slave I be, but I gnow universal justice rules no matter what one does

You are right for me to take my time + I put a mirror bubble around myself in the mean time, then once again I may decide to open my heart + being + allow someone to lay a single finger upon my heart to throw a tingle throughout my being

+ check your PM's as to my addy for your review

 

I believe this could have been Katy's partner. Katy, if U ever check here. I miss you + I apologise to you + blame my friend a little for not sending me that warning e-mail. But to your partner... ' We were just friends + I miss her friendship. I am not any threat all the miles away. Anyway, if you wanted revenge, then you have had revenge believe me as it almost took my life '.

Anyway, I post this here + now let it go, but I still pray for Katy and all of you + the family.

Well, to all here, I had to release as that is what this thread is all about. No title, its live, my feelings + thoughts to which I share with you all.

 

ARGGGHHHHH !

Hundreds of vid tapes, thousands of CD's, a small space really + a new carpet to lay,

Where the heck do I put everything to lay the floor !?!?

ARGGGHHHHH !

 

it is me
but who or what
inside your mirror bubble


you cannot see
the brightness
inside is blinding


stay out
remove yourself from that sphere
embrace what you have here

 

than tidy up your living space,make room
for your slef.
or go outside and lay on the grass to stare
upon the stars
not much in a day or night to match a heart soul
longing for much more....

so tidy all you need ,then lay back and reflect..
on all

love npeace from saff


and take care

 

Sound advice from you both

Check PM Spoon. + My bubble will have to stay a little while. but I shall try to make best of what I have here . But you could be right that I sometimes can't see for the light so bright.

Ha ha, I tried making a space for myself once Saffy,
but clearing a space in here is almost impossible!?!,
as you may well see in a foto soon lol.

I hear logic though and words of wisdom,
so will try my best for all + also for myself as a whole,
I'll let some light shine out of my sphere.

And in the night under a full moon,
reflections within my minds pool I shall sit outside,
I am sure an answer to all shall come from the stars

But yes, my heart + being as a whole does long for so much more + to be shared in ways I do not have.

As to the carpet lol,
well, I suppose I'll have to move half the stuff onto 1 side of the room as the other is done then vice versa as getting stuff out on the lawn, is not too practical to get it all down the stairs of a 1 level flat ( drives me crazy lol ).

But, this coming week if gonna be hectic. Kitchen is almost done + bathroom too, the livingroom is the nightmare of all though !!! But I suppose it should be done .

Then maybe when all is tidier + clearer, as I throw useless things out, I can make a fresh and reflect and make some sense of my life... I shall start meditations from tomorrow once more .

 

hi there

yes take some time on your self

i found this the most incredible thing was
to relax,the mind body heart and soul
and let it flow again.

anyway
did you watch faith the miners strike
oh i remember the strength amongst
the men ,yet how each stand
each strike gets broken
so maybe all history is saying is
to stand strong together
all sectors strike together
with the heart to work if needed for human
needs not money
and watch this world change
the change is coming yet each step
seems harder but this is what
the capitalists do ,divide and conquor
so we need to stand together......
anyway enough thinking.....

so you moving onwards great

be happy be wappy
take care friend

lovenpeace ffrom saff

long live freedom

 

I used to take plenty of time to myself and train up spiritually and in many ways,
those days will be revived again .

No, I didn't watch the program but I heared about it and my cousins name was mentioned at the end who lost his life. He has a bench to his name in the park I walk though.

Yes, capitalism is dog eat dog + divide to distract peoples attention from the greater whole. I knew that years ago and a little foolishly a couple of years b4 the year 2000 I put my faith in hope of a miracle change then. But I did find a more spiritual path after then, so ... yes, you are right, big things might not seem to happen, but if one looks closely enough, there is something happening and more and more are joining as a whole fighting for a new world.

How easy it is for us to be distracted by material things and money,
but at the end of the day like I did once before some years ago,
I threw out most of the past to make a new start.

And another cleanout and fresh start is called for once more

We all can stand together and heal the planet as a whole .

 

yes
heal the planet as a whole

yes and to be whole we have to understand ourselves
first....

loven peace from saff

 

+ OK, seeing as I need a boot up my bottom ha ha.

Who wants to make sure I take at least 10-20 mins out to meditate tomorrow and boot my bottom or punish me if I don't lol .

I could do with 3 in this thread, so 3 jobs to be done lol . 1 get me to admit what I need to do, 1 to get the proof and 1 to punish, ( or motivate ) me if I don't he he.

Speaking of chores, time for a shower, change and prayer. + to try to understand my self more as a whole as well as ask for healing for all as a whole.

B.T.W thankyou for support so far from all posting here . I think that black cloud of depression I let myself slip into is clearing. ( + about time too lol ).

 

Here we go, 1 TINY bit of the mess, but 1 bondaged Xena with Godzilla for show lol. I popped it in my Gallery.

 

So much passion
so much effection
so much sexual and sensual energy

no release
more depression
porn turned into a bore ages ago

to feel once more
to touch once more
to share passion and effection once more

sexual tension
sensual and passionate deprivation

 

every end comes

you're alone
be as you are
we were too far

i have mine
you none
look no more

the game played
lot's of fun
it's over

you're only one