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hi there

to cry is to release ,so dont fight this emotion ....

things will change who knows how it will be better worse
its something we all go through.at some point or another change... and to help our selves we should use our time well...im glad to hear you are sorting your head and heart out man. good luck with all.

be open and all will come to light,and feel your way through .

love n peace from saff

 

Unfortunately time is now getting short for me,
and new responsibilities I have taken on to try to help my mum and dad,
in their frail ages. So time adjustment + less online time,
is to be.

+ also, thankyou safy for your kind words. + I will tell U the truth that I am not afraid to cry.

HC

 

A lone being walks within a field as I type this poem, http://www.lochness.co.uk/livecam/nonjava.html

Within a fence is the lone sheep,
it is captured near a beautiful lake,
how do I feel? I do not know?
as the picture says it all .

 

crying in tears, it is not me
Who am I, I know not of what i see or seek,
feeling depressed,
feeling low,
I want to feel love + joy again,
will it ever be so?
​

 

hello

you know who you are
but with all thats going on you got
alittle side tracked..

life can be hard ,love even more so
but the love you have inside you rob....
shines for all
be whole and
try to visit me and the crazy gang
we have space ,you got the address
take a leap and just knock...


be whole dear human......

love to you
love n peace from saff

only you know your path,what it the journey takes...

for you

i know this life,the open wounds.
with love confussion,distant moments
gone,,
yet rays of hope a reaching sign
will enter hearts minds entwined.


be whole stay well.
your life is all that matters in times
of stress........

 

We are here + now + life is abound,
I know we must try not to waste it, but confusion + a mirrorball spin in my mind.

Sometimes I try + can be whole, but sometimes I fall into a ball + cry
why is this so? I know of many things + I think I know why sometimes...
cos I do not like living alone.

Why do I sometimes live in an alcoholic gamehead haze + not other times? I do have spiritual tallents there + am always peaceful pacifist me no matter what state I am in. But my mind sometimes mirrorballs thoughts + I can not seem to make decisions on my own about my own life. Why is this so?

A visit to you + the gang would be a joyous time, but decisions of that type, no longer can I make, even over xmas I was in confusion + torn between decisions which I could not make.

My dear Saffy, I do not know of who I am, I .. I.. a mirrororball still spins within my mind.

I was whole, + I was strong, but as time is passing, confusion takes hold. But maybe 1 day I will make a concious decision to visit you and the great crazy gang . hopefully b4 it is too late.

 

hi rod
dear friend

what you do to yourself is only the path that will
blink out yourself...

look in side
be honest of who you are
stop this mind junk man.......


be free,let it go flow away
to the stars for they will follow......

give into life,you are alive.
just moments of it cast shodows
inside and out.

give the love out you can give
and see yourself thier within.

be whole be whole
love n peace from saff
let the tears you cry bathe
your freedom home.....

 

1 year wasted
Stabbed in the back
the fool be I
Why arn't people who they say they are?
Destroyed?
No, for I see a jealousy which imprisons a poor soul who sees something that is not there + ruins a good friendship to satisfy his own jealous ego.

+ Saffy, reading your words above means more now in my time than you can imagine

 

i hear your tears
fall like heavy rain
look up broken heart
release the pain
i am a friend

 

My pain a.t.m..
Confusion as to what is some reality,
are somethings real or have I been taken for a ride?
My life was almost extinct, but I saw a light to investigate,
Still don't know the truth,
I never mean harm to any being,
but I feel either betrayed,
or it was a jealous beings childish insanity.
I still hurt and am too confused to see lucidly.
But I have faith + belief that good will come + relationships between 2 couples have become stronger, even though 1 of friendship seems lost. But may not be forever.

 

The mirrorball stops,
After meditation + calming of thoughts,
thoughts were directed and a good night sleep in the spiritual planes,
I see a madly jealous being hurting his partner,
I pray that she can stop him,
although he clearly loves her because of the childish jealous reaction.
I send healing thoughts to her a dear old friend,
who's friendship I valued dearly + still love as another being of light.

 

what happens in life can become a mission
to heal,let yourself feel whole,the truths may
reveal you ..what you forgot about yourself
during this painful time.

i hope you will awake to freedom
and feel the rays upon the heart
and mind full of memories that
swollow pain whole...to
fill the cuup you long for,to
fall under regret,only helps
to heal the woundered soul........

love npeace from saff

 

I start to feel whole once more, with a quiet mind + practicing my arts I may see the light once more.

Already it has started + to heal is in my heart + being itself, but I must remember sometimes that healing has to start at home or how can I help others if I am so distracted from my path?

I do feel the rays upon my heart but i do still share them with one to heal the past, for if we have anchors pulling us back, how can we be truly free and move forward in our lives path?

So the past I work on until all is resolved, but energising myself + recharging as a whole, I must do to make amends so that hearts can be free to explore once more. Then one can move forward once more .

I live life in truth + do not lie but trusting blindly I sometimes do. A ballance is needed, so i learn, that between the earth + the heavens, a middle can be found

Memories + xperience of life are what we live for, no matter the price we perceive, but at the end of the day, if we keep true to our hearts + on a path of light. All things will be clear, + beings can be healed

PAin is not to be swallowed, release to the creator + ask for light,
the truth will come from the divine

Glad to see you back Saffy

 

A peace grows upon my mind, although a seed for the future is being fertilised and white spells have been cast, no matter how long, I know a truth will be known, but in the present I wait patiently with a rested mind until the time is right and the light befalls me.

I leave all in the hands of the creator + divine as divine judgement + justice is always done .

I rest now with a peaceful + once again clear mind

 

I still don't know the truth of everything, but miss daily chats with one I loved.

 

PAtiently I shall wait, you know where to find me when the time is right no matter how many years, + even my other misses me e-mailing you. 1 day all the truth shall be known.

 

hi there

yes to release is good
like the air after we breathe in.

to grow is life.
what ever is thrown our way
we must develope from that.

how time can justify such pain,
almost with no effort from its self.
yet the heart the mind the soul
lingues and carries the memories
of our life..........
thats our life,our right to live
wholey

love npeace from saff

 

Every PM,
every reply,
+ every e-mail I still have from you,
sometimes I do cry + let my heart melt to fill the void,
+ fill it with your prescious words + poetry to dry me eyes x

 

there are so many lifetimes in a single day.
waste none of them for what can't be.

now is something unique and special.
live it.

don't look back, you'll see nothing.
you've always been free.

 

I enslaved myself willingly with love. Blinded by love I may have been, but I always let my heart rule my being. + prescious times like once before every day do I crave.

I need daily love from the one I knew, or I cry with pain.

I'll always be here, for when the time is right