Nightmare On Chat Street ..

my father's family is really kind of big..I know the oldest "heads" I guess you'd say. Anyway, there's LOTS of cousins, etc that I wouldn't know if they came to the door. fr. But I never knew them coming up and for what its worth that's fine. I went to a family reunion not long ago (less than a month) and it was ok. The younger generation had more of a hold of recording it, etc and well...they did a piss poor job as far as I'm concerned...and as far as I'm concerned doesn't matter. LOL

my plate is full enough. lol

I need to have a reason to be around this (big families) and it is still privately very intense/anxiety-ridden to me. I wish I wasn't like this but I am. The actively large families just make me nervous until I'm used to them. :-/ so it isn't completely impossible.

 

I'll be so glad when this wedding, my daughter's, is over.

 

Pretty sure im going to sell my tv. I just don't need it at all.

By selling it I will have more room in my bedroom.

Then i will be tv-less.

 

I have a small family Lynn.

My network with people person to person is huge if I use it. Family is small though.

Gonna get even smaller. Still none of the men on either side of the family have kids. Family name dies with us.

 

condolences.....if its a Ukrainian funeral they have a reception much like a wedding reception...full course sit down diner

I sometimes feel guilty at funerals thinking ''better him than me''

 

Honestly rolling I try not to think this way. I hear ya though.

Maybe coincidences, maybe not, that is not a bad or a good thing.

I am sad he is gone, but im not shocked.

Go to a barber shop long enough, you going to get cut.

 

I have a hard time going on my high school website because every few months another name of some girl I felt up or some dude I smoked pot behind the portable with is added to the ''in memory'' list

I also used to feel like a kind of failure in life because I chose the illegal druggie bad boy life and now do not own a house or am still married or any of the other societal marks of ''success''.....but as these successful friends get sick and die I gotta thik to myself......''maybe I was right''?....lol



allows me to be able to live with myself

 

Most times if I hear about anyone in school they're usually in jail. At least.. 4 guys I know are in jail now. :unsure: few are dead too.

Most my enemies at school are in jail or dead so I gots a pretty interesting karma going on. Don't cross me, cause when I wish for the worst, it seems to happens. :d but some real odd cases too like one guy, held up a petrol station with a hatchet lol. Who does that... A hatchet. Like that's awesome I love the hatchet, got one right at my side now for wood.. >.>

 

i'm a hundred photos in....but its taking forever....I got work to do

 

i know this guy is still in jail....for 20 years my parents house was 2 doors down from this dudes house.....i hung out with his older brother and played road hockey with the 2 of them


NB
Convicted murderer granted escorted day trip to Moncton area
Brother of one victim says convicted murderer is a danger to the public

http://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/new-brunswick/convicted-murderer-granted-escorted-day-trip-to-moncton-area-1.3411690

 

The movie "Heat" is on TV tonight, never seen the TV version before, never realized how much they cut out

The entire scene where Natalie Portmans character is found in the bathtub was cut out, not to give kiddies at home any ideas I suppose


Didnt plan on watching the whole movie, just got sucked in, the best cops and robbers movie ever

 

The brother of one of my dad's childhood friends was locked up in kingston for rape and murder. I met him once when he was out on a daytrip with his brother. Really uncomfortable... what the fuck do you say to someone like that?

 

i think you say ''stay the fuck away from my girlfriend''

 

todays photo is a still wet hybrid of my own breeding from last year

second pic....i have a tree over at the barn that has wild grape vines running all through it.....i picked this bucket in less than 10 minutes....you can make wine but the grapes are incredibly small....pea size....so its a pain in the ass...i feed these to the hens...they love them

i am heading over to a friends property on the water....he is living in sierra madre and he told me to come by and pick the grapes....he has white grapes

be right back , wait here

 

I'm from a big family too. My grandad had eight brothers and sisters and my dad had seven. I'm the oldest of my first cousins and now they have all started having kids so I've completely lost track of who is who. I hate big reunions with them all, but I can take them one at a time OK.

 

I normally see my regular weed guy on sunday. I go over there he gets in the car and tries to hand me some Brown Weed. ARE you fucking kidding me bro.

 

there were so may coyotes last night i had to tie up the dog...i could hear pups howling in 3 different directions and the adults howling back telling them to shut up.....its very cool because you will hear what sounds like 20 pups but is likely 5 and they are howling and yipping continuously and then the adult howls once and the pups all shut up instantly

also my friends grapes were picked clean by animals....nothing left but empty stems

 

The Taco Bell I ate last night is currently churning in my intestines, ugh.

 

that last say it with a gif post made me think of a girl i went to school with

she later on worked at a place that had wolves...i guess it was a wild animal rescue place

the wolves killled her