My name is Jessi. I am extremely new to this, to these feelings. I am 34 years old, yet have never had a relationship with a male or a female. The multitude of health issues I have limit me from doing so. I have always had these feelings of wanting to become a FtM since I was 13. That was when I had two brain surgeries; ever since then I've felt different but have ignored it severely. That is, until now. I can't anymore though... but I feel very worried about telling my family. They are... tolerant. There are others in my family that are gay, however they are also extremely judgemental. I've went ahead and bought my first binder, I plan to cut my hair (it's down to the lower end of my thighs)... Its a slow change for me but now I feel as though it's a whirlwind. I feel nervous, happy, sad, concerned and just overall... uneasy about this change. I'm hoping to meet like minded individuals and friends that will help me in my journey and make me feel... some sense of peace. Thank you
Welcome Jessi and I hope you enjoy your time here! There's many individuals here for you to talk too.
