Hello all. I’m a married guy from South New Jersey. I’ve been straight as an arrow all my life, not once ever thinking about being with another guy. A few years back the internet opened up another world for me. For the first time I experienced (gay porn). I was totally surprised that it turned me on. I visited bisexual chat rooms, and one thing led to another I met a patient gay fellow that took his time and let me experience oral sex with another guy. I put it out of my head after that, thinking it would be a one time thing. Years later, I can’t get it out of my mind. As a happily married man with a family, it’s very frustrating when the desire becomes so strong at times. Is there anyone else in the same boat?
Tio, you are not alone. It seems as though most married men on the Forum share your desire for sex with another man. Unfortunately, I do not have any advice on fulfilling your wants. I'm single and bi and have trouble finding cocks to suck.
Tio, you are NOT alone. Many, many married men have experienced the very same thoughts and desires. Mine started when I was almost 30, wanting to suck a cock to experience what it's like. I did and for about 6-8 months did so a lot and then the desires went away until I reached 40 years of age. The desires were so strong that I was having more sex with other men then with my wife for about three years. I'm re-married now to a wife that was informed early on and has excepted my sexuality. She and I love that I am bisexual and we have a m/f couple we share our bed with regularly.
I was in exactly the same boat. I tried exchanging blowjobs with a guy as a one time thing also. Boy that was a slippery slope! Lol. I met simi regularity with a guy for a few years but it wound up not working out. Now it’s been over a year since I’ve had a cock in my mouth and it’s all I can think about. I have tentative plans to meet a guy this week. I hope it works out.
