So...this is all new to me and well, this'll take a minute. I've gotten very into reading manga lately, thats a sort of comic book, that tends to get turned into japanese cartoons called anime. Well, theres this one called Kaoru to Nana, that is focused on a couple explored S&M together. I can't stop reading it, and its...changing my mannerisms. I pay more attention to the feel of leather on my skin than I used to, among other things. Its just... I got divorced about 4 months ago, and beneath the false face I put on for strangers, I'm a cynical, bitter little bastard. I don't know if I'm interested in this because I'd enjoy controlling a person sexually, or if I can't be trusted with such a thing. I would greatly appreciate feedback on this.
