Need prayers

Yesterday was bad my grams pastor wanted too take my gram up too see my dad my aunt freaked there are so many bad feelings between my dad and his mother so we got hold of the pastor my aunt told him my gram doesn’t wanna see my dad talk too him nothing she just wants nothing too do with my dad

 

This was all my fault Jackie brought up maybe the pastor could go visit my dad he did then wanted too talk too my gram too mend fences let the past be in the past my aunt was pissed off at me the pastor wanted me too contact my gram I told her she said she would wait by the phone for the pastor the pastor talked too my dad for an hour he mad it perfectly clear he wants nothing too do with my gram his sister

 

I guess my gram is very upset when I told her my dad is in hospice she got really upset and my aunt was not happy I told her what has been going on with my dad

 

Sadly, it sounds like many of your family members don't understand the concept of forgiveness and letting go and moving on. Holding on to their petty grievances hurts all involved, especially, themselves. ..

 

I guess from now on I won’t share any details about how my dad is doing with her she is my gram I thought I could talk to my gram about my dad I try And have a good relationship with her but that’s no easy task

 

Stay strong..

 

Thavk you

 

Things keep getting worse and worse my mom is starting her drama she wanted too take ride with us too see my dad she said did you talk too your sisters about me going I said yes we were gonna talk too our dad she flipped out why do you have too ask your dad fine I’m not going my dad is the one that’s dying and she is making it all about herself she knows damn well how my dad feels about her my dad is dying I don’t want him getting upset if my mom is there

 

I can’t take my mom anymore she is awful she keeps saying terrible things about my dad tomorrow I found out if the ct with contrast showed him what he needs too know if not down with scope I’m praying too god it’s not precancerous

 

TOday is my appointment I find out what the cat scan showed I’m so scared I had nightmares all night until I woke up

 

I do need surgery I have too see a pulmonologist too see what risks might be

 

My Mom doesn’t believe I need oxygen so I need too prove her I do need it

 

It needs take something happening too me for her too get I need it

 

I can’t talk too my mom she doesn’t believe when I say iv been so depressed over this oxygen

 

Hey jen,
Hope your mum comes along with you to your appointments and gets some education on your health.
Thinking of you.

 

Iv been on oxygen for 2 years and she is still convinced I don’t need it

 

I don’t enjoy going without my oxygen my heart races I can breathe it’s awful and she doesn’t get that