So I am in my late teens and have had a hotwife/wife sharing fantasy for around a year and a half. Not in a relationship. I discovered hotwife porn and it drove me insane and gave me insane orgasms. However, after orgasm, I would feel like trash and I don't ever want to make it a reality. As a result these past 4.5 months I have tried to suppress the fantasy by not looking at any porn related to hotwifing, any content, reading any content, and tried to shake away any thought of it out of my head. It would come back sometimes but I would get over it. However this past week it has come back stronger than ever. I am urging to just masturbate to wife sharing again but still have not because I am trying to get rid of it. My question is should it be fine to just enjoy the fantasy as just a fantasy. Because I don't want to make it a reality, is there any harm in just masturbating to it as a fantasy since I am still young?
Don't worry about it. When I was in my teens I started masturbating about my best friend's mom. Made me feel guilty as hell until I realized it would never be more than a fantasy so no harm. I kept on doing it and still do. To show you how harmless it is my wife is well aware and has no problem with it.
As long as you can control the situation and doesnt result in an obsession then you will be fine .The fact that it is your fantasy should give you strong sensations. But doing it too often to this fantasy could dampen the sensation .So for me little is more in this case.,which will keep your sensations strong .
It is perfectly fine to fantasize about fucking the hotwife even through porn. As I wrote in john's other thread enjoy it with gusto and enthusiasm. I expect it will fade and you will move on to other sexual scenarios as you explore your sexuality. You aren't hurting anyone and getting sexual satisfaction from this fantasy. Enjoy it. Oh, and if you do get the chance to make it a reality, as I did when I was young, go for it. Older women have a lot to give as far as knowing how to please a man. Believe me, they'll teach you a thing or two.
All thoughts, images, and fantasies, no matter how weird, that float through mind while you’re self-pleasuring are normal. No need to feel the least bit guilty about any of them. The inside of your head is the most private stage there is. Let your sex daydreams, whatever they be, play out freely up there. As long as they stay up there, they can’t hurt you or anyone else.
