N.E.R.F. gathering 09

I practice what I preach every damn day of my life.

I am an asshole.

So what.

Differences might be... I just do not have the need or urge to prove to anyone just how rainbow I am or might be!

Maybe I used to... people change.

I accept that people accept me for who I am and accept me for who they think I am not!

At least I know what is right and wrong.

I raise my children properly.

They are the ones that will learn what is right and what is wrong.

And all about rainbow.

Not my job to raise others.... unless they truly ask me for my help, advice, or really would like to know my beliefs and what rainbow means to me personally.

Besides... I seriously doubt someone, that really wanted to talk with me, would try to instigate a conversation in a public forum.

If they did... then they did not want to talk with me... there is something else they truly are trying to achieve.

Hard to want to have legitimate conversations with people that want to call me names and fuck with me for my own opinions and thoughts... even when I do not say something totally absurd and worthless.

Funny... only happens online.

less of an asshole in person I guess.

Besides.... no one has asked me personally, what I think or feel rainbow is.

If I feel a person needs my input I will talk with them.

In person, on the phone, on messenger.

I sure the fuck would not do it here and open up my heart and spirituality up to a bunch of fucking poser vampires and vultures.

And the people that are not poser vampires and vultures... will understand what I mean... and that I am not referring to them. The others will get offended and try to manipulate the comment into a "how could you be rainbow when you say such things!"

The people that have taken the time to get to know me or my family... would truly know how I feel about rainbow, spirituality, and oneness.

Lets see... in 8 years online... I have been called every derogatory name you can think of!

ALWAYS BY PEOPLE WHO DO NOT EVEN KNOW ME!

NOR... want to.

So no... I will keep to myself and enjoy being an asshole.

The more people think I am an asshole... the more they stay away and want nothing to do with me.

Then... it is less hard to figure out what person claiming to be a rainbow passing through... is going to steal from you or fuck you over!

The true people take the time to get to know me.

The people that know my real name and have met me... get the biggest kick out of the difference between how I am online and how I am in person.

I amuse friends and annoy the idiots!

Fine with me!

 

i have nothing to prove to you personally.... BUT... I was referring to all the times I have read someone say.... look up the sticky instead of answering them

I will try and get to your request... but I did clearly say...

"and I could spend just as long finding the opposite posts..."

Kids a callin.

 

In Rainbow, your looking at this tribe, maybe at another level of consciousness, a kind of gypsy camp.