yep,I do and should. It just bugged me and still does that she was so down on an idea that was making me happy(buying an instrument and playing old songs on it) I haven't had much to make me happy for a long time. And as I helped take care of my mom and watched her die miserably I thought about that one little happy thing. Her answer for everything seems to be being more conformist. I called her on it and oh no that isn't what she meant but she is always going everything will be better just 1) get a job and 2) move to town. She is always saying oh hippies worked very hard. So I say you think I am lazy? I am applying for disability and she doesn't approve. I thought she would be happy that I had any positive thoughts at all! Sorry to ramble. I will probably get a part time job-which will be very difficult for a person with health problems in a college town where there are herds of the young and healthy willing to do everything-but I just don't buy into the 'job and being in town' will make all my problems go away. peace Delfynasa
May I Ask You A Personal Question.....? Why Do You Waste Your Time And Money On Her...? To Me You Sound Like You "Have Your S**t Together", And Although I Am On The Other Side Of The World, And Have Never Met You, I Feel She Is Doing You More Harm Than Good.... I Hope I Am Not Overstepping The Mark With This Post.... Cheers Glen.
yeah, I still have crap to work on but I think a different person would be better. Thanks Glen!!!! hugs to all and thanks for the input!!!! peace Delfynasa
Glen is right. Dump her. I think that sometimes the best counselor you could have is actually yourself. Listen to your inner feelings more often. You'll be surprised how often they're correct.