My secrect bi, nude, love of panties life.

Cant belive I am about to do this. Dont know if it will even be read but part of the fun, fear, is just typing it. I have never confessed to all this before and I think its going to feel good doing so. I would love to sit down face to face with someone, one day and just talk openly about all this.

So anyway. I had a very secure and fun child hood. Mum n Dad are still together and we have a very close knit family. I was extremely straight laced, never smoked or did drugs and very straight!

I left home and got into a rocky marriage. It was full on love and sex followed by blazing rows that could last weeks.

Our sex life was great.

We had two kids but eventually the marriage started to break down after 12 years together. And there comes my first confession...although this one is known about by family and friends.

My wife had a younger sister. One evening she called me as she had broken up with her boyfriend. I went round and she was very upset. She was dressed in a long teeshirt that hugged her body and covered her down to her thighs. As you would, I hugged her because of her being upset. She was saying what a mess her life was and that she was ugly and how jelous she was of her sister for having someone like me. I looked at her and told her she was beautiful and would easily get a decent guy.

She kissed me, I kissed her back and we made love.

That was the start of an affair that wrecked what was left of my marriage!

Despite having to leave my wife and kids the relationship with my sis in law also ended. It was hell for me. I know people will slate me for it but I genuinely 'felt' that I was in love with both of them, maybe I was, I dont know now that I look back. As I type this though, I realsie that I have more feelings for the sis in law than I do my ex wife.

Anyway, I moved on and met someone else. I was 32 and she was 18. I am now 54 and we are still toghether with a 21 year old son.

Looking back on my life I started exploring nudity when I was 18. Initially it was in the back of trucks. I used to work as a truck mechanic and when I used to drive them too and from customers, I would pull into parking areas and jump in the back and just get naked. I loved it.

Later on, that progressed to getting out in fields and woods and just stripping off, right down to my bare feet. I have never stooped doing this to this day. I love to go out and get naked. I have been out at times in the night and even walked through a locl village in the nude. Its just wonderful

I few years back I discovered my love of panties. I was working as an electricion at the time and wiring up a shower in a bathroom. The lady customer had left me to it. The switch for the shower was in a cupboard in the bedroom and when I went in there I saw a pair of lacy panties on the floor and I just got the urge to try them on. So I took them to the bathroom, stripped off and pulled them on. I cannot tell you how that felt when I first felt the lacy fabric on my penis. It felt absolutely amzing.

This is something that has stayed with me and one day I took this a little further. I went to the shops and purchased some holds ups. My favorite vice is now some lacy panties and hold ups. It feels beautiful.

But my real secrect is my bi life.

I was a typical male 'bloke' As straight as can be and yeh, maybe even homophobic! I remeber the first time I had the slightest thought of staying was from a porn dvd I had. I used to watch it with the Mrs and when it came to a MMF bi scene, we used to fast forward it. But then, one day while she was out I watched it. When it got to this scene I realised the controls were on the other sofa. I was laying down naked and playing with myself so I just let it run. It got to a bit where one guy pulled the other guys undies down and started kissing and sucking his cock. With complete confusion I watched and LOVED the whole scene......Never would I actually do anything like that!

Anyway, one day I went to a nudist beach. The story about this is on another thread on this forum. I ended up going to a guys fklat that I met on the beach and wanked him off. No more than that.

Since then I have met about 1 guy a year over that last 15 years or so. I love beng naked with other guys and I love giving oral. I have done all sorts of stuff including role play and watersports (amazing).

Sex with my mrs dried up years ago....not through lack of my trying so this is my sexual release (not that I have done anything for over two years now)

So thats it....although a very short version) thats my secrect life.

 

Interesting story that has a lot of similarities to my life. I too love my wife's sister as much as I do my wife. This is known by her, her husband and my wife. We all also know that her and I would have sex together if it wasn't for the stigma of being related as such.
I have secretly worn women's undergarments since I was eleven. I came out to my wife two years ago after 40 plus years of marriage. She is truly supportive of it. Her sister and her husband also know and have seen me in them but don't approve.
Inever really had any bi tendencies until about a year or so ago when myself and a friend were sitting nude together and things just sort of happened. We mutually got off together. This has progressed to oral at times but not often as we don't have a lot of private time together. Neither of our wives know of this nor do we understand how our interest evolved as we grew older. But whatever time I have left at my age....I intend on enjoying it however.

 

I sort of have a thing for my wifes sister too. She has "accidentally" seen me completely naked on a few occasions while I had a raging hard on.

 

Thanks for sharing I also struggle I would love to have intimacy with another man. Never have but have always been curious

 

Send me a private mage please

 

I'm an electrician, and my job has afforded me ample opportunities to find panties. Such a thrill when customer comes home and I am wearing her panties while working. If only I could get caught by a woman with a strapon to teach me a lesson....

 

I love wearing panties. I started wearing my mother’s panties when she was at work. Now I wear my wife’s panties when she is away. I love the feel of panties against my cock. They also make me feel sexy.

 

Many years ago when I was college student I used to fix my neighbors electricity, so it was the best chance to grab their panties at list to sniff if I couldn't masturbating at their panties. I suggested them let me to fixe their issues when they are not at home so I mostly had enough time to travel in their laundry basket, to get the derriere which was the best.

 

well, my embarrassing moments involving sex must mean someone else witnessed or discovered something about me..

I have three that 'should be' embarrassing but as time went by weren't actually embarrassing at all (actually, they're all funny).. they all involve the same girl who was to soon be my fiancé when I was in Vietnam.. but never became my wife.. we were both 18..

1. Senior Year of HS (1968-69)
she tells me her parents will be gone all day so we skip the day and I hang out with her at her house. I get into the tequila and she brings out a big bowl of strawberries and some whipped cream.. she wants to know what it would feel like if she inserted them and I removed them with my tongue. no, the berries weren't hiding in her mouth and we both learned that getting that last strawberry out can be challenging.. she said the last one was the mist fun for her (me too)..

the next Friday was a football game and I was starting TE on the team. it was a Catholic HS.. of course there was a mass & communion before pre-game dinner by booster club.. and confessional was open on Fri afternoons anyway.. my girlfriend was a cheerleader so she must've gone to confession earlier as there's no other explanation.. I was Senior Class President and - well - the priest was my micro-biology teacher. when I finished my confession the priest asked me if that was everything.. I said "yes".. he asked "are you sure? is there anything about strawberries and cream you want to confess?"
looking back, he was probably getting off in the whole story as we related it..

2. same girl, same year (late 1968).. but a Saturday after another football game).. we have the house to ourselves until 8 pm (we thought).. in her bedroom, tequila shot glasses on nightstand.. we're resting after a marathon of sex and - HER PARENTS COME HOME 4 HOURS EARLY! holy shucks!

they're coming in the back door and my girlfriend grabs her clothes and runs into bathroom.. I start putting my clothes on and get only as far as my drawers and try to pull covers over me to feign sleep.. I'm not fast enough.. her mother walks in, sees shot glasses, smells the booze and sits on the bed.. I tell her I just woke up.. she smiles & sits on her daughter's bed next to me to 'talk things over' with her arm over my shoulder.. she says that she won't tell my parents because she likes them and also thinks I'm the nicest guy who'd ever dated her daughter... and she feels very fondly of me.. after maybe 10 minutes she told me I should probably finish getting my clothes on and come have something to eat..

when she leaves, my girlfriend pokes her head into the bedroom and tosses me my drawers.. I'd been sitting there with her grinning mother for ten minutes while wearing my girlfriend's blazing pink pantries! nothing was ever said about the incident, but her mother always had a smirky smile on her face when I'd come by..

3. right after graduation, I'm getting ready to leave for USMA @ West Point after receiving Congressional appointment.. I didn't want to go, actually and resigned after the summer.. we were banging away every chance we had for the three weeks after graduating until my departure.. we're in my brother's Dodge on passenger side of front seat and she's on my lap facing me.. every now and then there's lights flickering or another couple splits and Id sat "is it the cops?".. she'd always kind've look and say "no".. but then I asked once just as she went into a clamp-down orgasm and said "OMG yes!!!"

I thought it was the orgasm she was vocalizing until TAP TAP of a flashlight and two LAPD were there and I rolled down window.. "could you both step out of the car please?" my girlfriend is spasming for like two minutes and I'm trapped inside both her and the car.. she only has her tee shirt in and I look at cops.. I said Id be out as soon as I could.. they were effing laughing their asses off.. anyway, I handed them my ID and she grabbed a towel and clothes and gave them her ID.. I explained that I was leaving for West Point and we were just trying to say our 'long goodbye'.. they checked us out and -still laughing - said we should get a motel and we wouldn't be bothered anymore..

so we did..

 

too bad you're not near CA/OR border..

great story..

 

I guess I had a thing for women's underwear since my teens. I used to get my mum's out of the laundry basket and try them on, getting a huge erection in the process.

It went quiet after that till my early twenties when my gf moved in with me, then I used to wear hers regularly and go into town in them but was never brave enough to tell her. Shame really as I look back and know she would have embraced it and possibly encouraged it.

We split after a few years and then my wife to be moved in, I never really bothered with hers for three or four years for some reason. But I remember visiting friends through that period and always raiding the laundry basket to see what I could find to try on and sometimes take home. I loved the lacey ones for a while but found that they were never that comfortable with a big erection and preferred cotton ones after that.

We moved overseas after that and I was able to visit a beach that was frequented by gay men and other exhibitionists on my way home from work. I used to love walking down there in nothing but my shades and a pair of women's knickers for the whole world to see. I'd by them from the local department store for this very purpose.

Sadly we returned to the UK and that great place was left far away never to be visited again but luckily for me there is a nudist beach just down the road and I will often go there in a pair of knickers and make a show of undressing and dressing so everyone can see what I am wearing.

I started to go commando about 30 years ago and don't own any men's underwear; a couple of times I've told my wife I have ball ache and need to borrow a pair of hers for support. She's not totally happy about it but let's me, but one night I got into bed wearing a pair of hers and told her I really liked wearing women's knickers and she flipped big time. I had to promise never to wear hers or any other women's knickers again which I did.

Unfortunately, I can't stop, she's gone away for a while, so I've just bought a few pairs to wear all the time whilst I can.

My style now is the high waist band and low legs, cotton or Lycra, to keep everything in place and comfy.

 

Like you, I started with my mom’s panties. I got so hard wearing her underwear.

After I got married, I started wearing my stepdaughter’s panties. She had lots of Victoria Secret panties that were so sexy.

Now I wear my wife’s panties. The full brief style. Still gets me incredibly hard.

 

We had overseas students stay with us years ago I used to love seeing theirs on the washing line, really wanting to try them on.

Currently in a new pair of pale pink high waisted ones from the Internet

 

It is a natural feeling to wear women's panties, it cause me to get hard and enjoy. I like to wear the used one, and like to smell and masturbating.

 

Exactly the same for me

 

Washing line or clothesline is too popular in Eastern Asian countries where the women hang their washed cloths in clouding under wears, panties ,and bras on ropes to dry in open space such as back yards or balconies, so any people who pass can have a close up view at them. I fantasize immediately after watching panties on the rope and I try to remember them while I masturbate.

 

Panties are only beginning to be a turn on for me now. I did the usual teen raking of mums underwear drawer and had many wanks with her underwear, and her vibrator. Even read her erotic letters between her and her husband. Many a good cum.

Wife knows all about this and it turns her on too. Many orgasms talking ifs whens and whys.

Been reading about panties and t8ghts on other sites and yes, I've realised it turns me on. Love the idea of being dominated and forced to dress in lingerie and be used. Wife loves "daddy" fantasies, so who knows. Hopefully find a Dom Daddy for both of us.