My OLD posts

promise?

 

I was kidding

 

YO!!!!!!

I need your e-mail. I lost it.

 

Okay. I'll pm you again. I just pm'd you with a question about my gallery.
How are you Matt?

 

omg what an embarassment!!!! EWW!! Can't deal with it.

seems like a different person, in another life..

how weird.. like my posts in 01 about this stupid little dick I was dating! haha another Nick.. not *the* Nick.. but I'm like oh yes I was so in loooooove with him hahaha.. not! what a child! and I was trying to be such a stupid little stereotypical hippy too it's gross.. being 15 does not excuse it.. haha and greatwok.. wow.. and on a sadder note I was just reminded of my parents weird adoption attempt.. that was something I had not thought about in years (there was a dissolution and she was adopted by other people - just to clarify so my parents don't sound horrible - because my parents had to move plus she had a thing they decided they wouldn't be the best people to handle - but that's a topic I don't think I've even ever mentioned again after I first did 8 years ago)

 

Awww, but you were soooo cute.

 

I guess I can't see it because I imagine me being/sounding like that like now.. being 24.. after much shit and growing.. it's hard for me to put myself back in the place of that 15-16 year-old child in search of herself..

 

I hear you.

 

which is kinda sad and worrying in a way - imagine if I have a kid someday - I might be one of these parents I never wanted to be - who think their adolescent child is a monster from another planet (though they were there!)