I just want to get something out of my head.I have been drunk all the week.The only girl whom company I really like is dead.Car accident.I finished the semester so I could visit her,exams keept me isolated so I didn't know until I get there.It's supossed to be a surprise.I wander around another city for about 2 days,then returned home.As a kid I used to be a crybaby,but i haven't cried in years.My family go on vacation so I had the house for the month.I drunk all my dad's bottles as the tears flow.I guess thats why depressed people drink, it's the joy of shutting off your brain and stop thinking.It's 2 am.I've been watchin the wall and I feel hungry as hell.And i felt the need of talk about it.