How much I wish to send you more....... with halting and bated breath. To see through MY eyes as I walk the street with lace covered rubber feet,.. asphalt polishing souls. Reaching ever higher goals. But remaining grounded, and searching for words. How much, may I surmise, goes on behind those eyes? Who's depths I may never know the size. Have I lost the right, to redeem myself in your sight? Or, like some tired cliche',.... Has that news already taken flight? At least to be by your side, and take confidence in your words, and smile, while from the aching and weary world we hide,.. laughing and crying inside. And not to shipwreck in your thighs, but to carefully glide,... in trusted and loving care. To become aware,...of the patience of greater things. Because the loss of your love I greatly feel.................................................... would take a lifetime, if ever, to heal.