Mine was scary, if that's the right word. I was very nervous but very excited at the same time. The sex itself was fine and the guy was great. I do remember after if people would look at me and know what I did, or if I would be changed to them. Obviously not. Was it the best sex I ever had, no because it was all new. But I wouldn't change a thing.
Back in 1970 I answered an underground newspaper ad with a box number from a black guy looking for a meet (no internet then!) and obviously I must have got picked as he invited me to visit him at his flat the following weekend. A West African guy with a common interest in classical music......and a nice big cut cock. In bed after I had satisfied my first fantasy of sucking a cock, and a black one to start me off, he laid me on my side and slowly penetrated me and fucked me. It was a bit sire but he was gentle and I remember that by the time he came I had started to push back on him. No need for any protection in those days. The next day we fucked again on the floor. I left then and never had any contact again. Other than playing masturbation with another boy at puberty this was my first m2m experience. I was 19 and he was in his early 20s. The next ten years I went with women but on my first visit to India in 1979 I found that lots if young Indian guys were into hooking up and had some more practice but as a top....and the next 25 years stayed as a bisexual top until I realised how good it was to be a bottom and get fucked. It's been a good sex life, with around 65 women and hundreds of guys....and not finished yet! Simon
