My first high dose of DPT– total ego death. [Trip Report]

so maybe it'd be a good idea to try DMT before trying DPT?

 

Yea, haha that's kinda funny. I don't know...

It's like... maybe it's a good idea to try the natural mescaline/peyote PEA before you try synthetic PEAs... maybe it's a good idea to try the natural ergot fungus LSD before you try DOM and other synthetics... maybe it's a good idea to try the natural DMT/ayahuasca tryptamine berfore you try synthetic tryptamines like DPT... maybe it's a good idea to try natural Cannabis before you try synthetic cannabinoids...

Well, that last one is the only one I have covered! Thank the Lord almighty that Washington State is one of the 13+ states now with Medical Marijuana freedoms... so Cannabis is NOT a problem for me...

I know I should order my mimosa hostilis root bark, but when I grew my Cannabis, it didn't work! I think I will blow up the neighborhood if I tried to make my own DMT. I seem to have come across a few places to get it straight, but not enough UD comments for me to take the plunge, although the price is right (minimum $300 which makes sense for something of such a sensitive... status among societal power wielders).... If you catch my drift... I'm sure I will come across what I want at some point in time since Lucy seems to be near, but...

Isn't this the place where people talk about what is readily available for purchase online?




I'm sorry, I'm just very frustrated at today's prohibition. Maybe it will be gone tomorrow, HAH!

 

I emailed them after my first DPT experience to see if they could offer any insight. They were kind enough to send me some "temple literature" in return. I started reading it and then skimmed through the rest. I am sorry to say that I was not very impressed with their theology. It appears to simply be liberal / moderate Christianity sugarcoated with typical psychedelic mysticism. I'd attend a service if I got the chance though.

 

dude, they're all different...

you might want to try DMT first, since it has a lot of similarities to DPT, and in my experience dmt is an easier experience to subject yourself to.

 

http://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=79766

this report is now on erowid

 

Why is there so much association with DPT and the feeling of dying and complete loss of control, I really thought that too, I gave in and gave up, everything was melting and strange entities were crawling all over my room. And I really thought I might die at one point and my chest was gonna explode.


DPT to me was really horrifying and equally astonishing.

 

I believe that's just the nature of the drug.
Complete ego death, and there's no option but to give in.

However, I believe the experience can be different depending on how you handle it.
The first time you get dissolved like that is really weird, but then you start to learn how to handle the experience.

Tl;Dr
I believe the experience gets better as you learn how to control that state of mind a little more.

 

oh it gets much better. my second time was already the complete opposite of my first, i knew what was coming and i just had the attitude of "Well if i'm gonna die i'm gonna die, so instead of fanatically trying to integrate that into my emotionally charged mind, i will just enjoy these last few minutes i have on earth" and the experience was wonderful. 80mg. when i did 100mg a few weeks later i experienced zero anxiety. zero. all it takes is a few trial runs for you to realize that your mind screaming "IM DYING" does not mean youre dying.

 

i can't wait to get more.