Im still recovering from my acid trip last night so bear with me if this isn't profound.. Last night around 10:30pm I decided to finally drop LSD. I let it dissolved for 10 minutes and then I swallowed it. (Keep in mind that i took 100ug) I didn't want to wait 45 minutes for the LSD to kick in so I started to watch porn and come to orgasm to help boost its effects since I didn't have any weed with me at the time. First thing I noticed was the overwhelming feeling of love after that orgasm, and finally I started to see my world before me being warped and it felt like my heart was racing really fast. Then I finally decided to listen to some progressive trance music and since I was in experienced this was a bad idea because everything started to warp even more and more, and I wasn't ready for this. So I got more water to see if that would help and smoked my vape pen to calm me down. Once I calmed down I started to hear music in an entire different way. The moment I closed my eyes it felt like a movie was playing on inside my head like those trippy gifs that you see on tumblr. I wondered what would it be like to meditate while high so I laid down calmly onto my bed and started to breathe deeply to get into a meditative state and I was listening to some very beautiful harmonic music at this time and I could see sound every beat had its own feeling and every sound had its own light and pattern in my head it was the coolest thing I have ever experienced. Time did not exist what so ever while I was doing this so I was able to listen to each music note and each beat of this song and it was just so loving and every time I started to get anxiety or a panic attack I guess, I told my mind to just let go and after that I herd this winding down sound and it kept on winding down like the sound of a roller coaster launching upwards to the sky. I started to see with my minds eye like a tunnel and space, and each music note that was playing in the background would change the scene that was going on in my head. I noticed a bit of thought repetition going on so all I did was change to the next song and then I would do the same thing over again. During the meditation I started to ask myself very important questions like what is the root cause of certain issues I had and then I would randomly think go deeper like it was trying to tell me something. I also watched the movie avatar and man did it take me to an entire different universe. It felt like I had a surround sound stereo system in my head that could allow me to hear everything that was going on in this movie. I was so focused on what was going on that I literally thought I was apart of the movie and then thats when I started to panic again since the emotions that were going on in this particular scene were really overwhelming for me since it was my first time and I didn't really know what to expect. It was almost as if I could really feel the characters emotions since I normally don't because I have aspergers syndrome and it is hard for me to detect emotions. I also looked at a lot of art as well and every photo I looked at had its own meaning when I would analyze it and then it would almost want to dance at this time as well because of the harmonic music that was playing in the background of my head. Not like rave dancing but smooth dancing with my arms and my body. I must say now that I know what to do and what to do I on this drug I will most likely do this again. I thought this would be like weed but way more powerful than weed but I was completely wrong. I didn't know so much emotions would be firing off at once and that it was really good for meditation purposes. Once it reached 4:30 am I was done meditating and I felt totally fine. I started to see visuals and I didn't freak out and I also started to hear sound echoing which was really cool and I didn't freak out then either it felt like it was just normal that this is happening. This may be considered a bad trip to most but it seems to me that I still had a really good time even though some parts of the trip really scared me. Let me know what you think of my experience down below
I have never heard of someone masturbating to make LSD come on quicker. Personally I think it's good you did other things beyond the sexual. That can be interesting on psychedelics but it's a lower emotion. Sometimes when you get past the physical urges you can really learn something. I don't think this was a "bad" trip at all. Trust me you will know when things get that intense but even in those cases there is still some benefit.
Sounds like a great trip, some of your descriptions are very interesting and I'm sure they pale compared to what you were experiencing. It's great that you experienced such novel perceptions and it blew away your expectations.
It works and the feeling after it you just feel so much love and it feels like multiple orgasms going on at once it is quite amazing
