My fantasy woman! The woman that I think about all the time. The one that is the center of every fantasy I have is the woman I am sharing my life with. The best part is that the fantasy's come true and they more then live up to the expectations. The sex I have with this woman is off the charts amazing. So much passion and desire. No random encounter with anybody in the past comes even close to what we have. Three years in and it only gets better every time. I know it is much cooler to want and chase after what you don't have, but i don't care, because nothing could compare.
Ya sure is nauseating when someone is actually into the person they are with! No where near as cool as living with someone you can't stand in a lie, but we get by.
People who don't have that don't get it. And some people don't want it and find it braggadocious when people comment about how in love they are. I think it is wonderful. As long as you are happy and you aren't hurting anyone it couldn't be more positive. Everyone can have their own opinions on it, but your happiness should be all that matters to you and to those in your inner circle. Everyone else can think what they want and it shouldn't affect you.
I wanna share something here, something positive. As some of you know, I've told my husband I wanted to divorce. The reason being I wasn't satisfied with the sex I was getting from him. Well, things changed after that. He decided he really didn't wanna lose me and he's changed about sex. Now, I have fantastic orgasms almost every time we do something sexual. When I suck him, most times he'll give me oral, too. And he'll keep going till I cum. He also accepted the idea I can use a vibrator to reach orgasm during sex. It's the most wonderful thing to feel his cock in my pussy, or ass, and have clit stimulation at the same time. I cum so good! So, I'm extremely happy. I don't know if it'll last, but I'm being very positive about it. I still give him the one-sided pleasure, where all I get to do/experience is sucking his cock for any length of time he wants, like when he's watching porn and I suck him in the meantime. Or when he's watching TV and I suck and lick him for the whole duration of a movie. But I don't mind it. I never found it unpleasant. All I was asking was to have my orgasms too, when we were together, as opposed to only having them with strangers, or masturbating. I must say, I think in the weeks following my divorce plea till now, he's given me more orgasms than in 19 years of fucking together. That says something. So, I'm indeed super happy, because I've got what I wanted. I love him, he loves me, and now, even the sex is good.
That is so awesome! Congrats! You made him know how serious you were and he realized he did NOT want to lose you. It probably helped him realize that he wasn't giving you what you deserved. So awesome when 2 people with history can get past a potential split and come out stronger than ever.
Although I have been married for 30 yrs (nearly) she's not the fantasy sexual partner I hoped she may have been. You sometimes get what you want out of some partners in a relationship & not all you hoped at other times. I cant say you get what you pay for - as a marriage does have some good benefits as well.
I've been married for 19 years, and I love everything about that. We both are like minded and we enjoy many things together. Sometimes fantasies change but we enjoy having them anyway. Some we get to live out others we don't, but ultimately we have them together and I love that.
That is great that things are turning around for you! Hope that can continue happening for you. You sound like a very giving person and it is good to get some back.
