I have not said this to anyone I know but I still think of having kids with my soon to be ex-husband. I dream about him. I know this might sound stupid after all the things he ha put me through. I am messed up about this divorce. A lot of things come in the way. I told him I was straight and I am bisexual. He kind of knew I was but I am very big into monogamy. I am not big on secrets but I have things I have thought that would make people mad. I am not sure how to say it I am no saint.
I am also big into monogomy 33 years married. I like what you are posting you come accross as strong and inteligent
