It's been awhile since I've posted so I figured I'd start here with a little about myself. In May, 1990 I was in a severe car/train accident that killed my little brother and a family friend and left me hospitalized for 91 days with a frontal lobe injury. I had to learn to do everything all over again, and since then have suffered from survivors guilt, depression, and seizures. But enough about the past, I've finally woken up!!! After a long hard road, deaths of several family members, and years of feeling lost, I finally had an awakening. At the end of June I lost my beloved cat whom I had raised from a bottle. After that night something snapped inside of me. For the first time ever I started cleaning my house top to bottom, and I've kept it that way so far. I am caring about my own needs more(hygiene, nerves, etc.) I have literally transformed my house into a den of serenity. I have decked out the place with salt stones, mini waterfalls, oil burners, opted for candlelight instead of cfl bulbs, I have incense burners in almost every room. Now when I walk in I don't even have to try, I get relaxed automatically. I've also opted for yoga instead of a rigorous gym routine. I have embraced aromatherapy to say the least. I'm meditating daily. I'm kind of excited to see what comes next. Now I feel like I'm rambling, lol. Anyway I just wanted to get active in the forums again.
