Will share some of my older poems here....that I have written quite a few years ago...not any current poetry here.....geez, I was a child when I wrote this one.... The die is cast The sun is yellow and very mellow....very mellow...very mellow... Life is good It can always evolve even in a crooked resolve for look at that crack in the sidewalk a plant grows.... or is it a weed? No difference, my friend, it is still from a seed and life strives forth no matter what creed the whole is always the sum of its parts every conscience born is rooted somewhere and every unconscience, too Lest not forget the the simpler organisms which just live for the sake of life itself it is man alone, as far as we know, who strives to organize reasons for his existence into some design of guided logic For it is man alone who ponders his own existence although, we are not too sure what dolphins do or whales.... or anything else.... It seems they just live in total acceptance of their flight and fight their fight and flight of life a song....a dance.... If you will, a celebration.... Not a deliberation.... Do sharks think of themselves as devils? I think not.... Although, at times, they kill brutally. Isn't there comfort in truth, my friend? Doesn't it set you free? Or are you too removed from your natural world to fathom the powers that be? This provides no excuse, either, my friend For sharks are guided by instincts alone Man's power of reason gives him an edge an edge that can be softened, blunted and subdued to life's calm It's the safety valve....mother nature herself For man is the only species that can obliterate all of life as we know it Yes, man can be a very self-destructive, war-like creature yes, show me your teeth! Your gums! The taste of blood sure seems good! Drag her to your lair! Tear her apart! Unravel her cord! Destroy her to no end! until there is nothing left! ....nothing left.... Because it is the time for your sacrificial lamb but who are you sacrificing her to? Isn't it the taste of blood you like? be honest now.... the very nature of our barbaric souls Take comfort in knowing.... humankind CAN evolve....if it desires to.... into something where the taste of blood is repulsive and photosynthesis can begin to take place and indeed, we can master the light of our own existence....
Here is a poem I wrote as a teenager.....being kind of funny with it, and letting some comedy through...with no one really in mind then...but I always thought it was how people made you feel that mattered most of all.... Not Your Type? You say I'm not your type Well, what can I do? Swipe? For a smaller chest? What will become of the rest? and that my hair isn't long....for cutting it I was wrong and I feel funny at my height because you're such a pint and I don't look up to you So what do we do? We were born as you and me on that...i know you will agree on the outside you don't seem like the guy of my dream just like a book and its cover what's right for one is wrong for another but I took a look deep inside where we really hide and it doesn't matter how we look just like that cover of the book because it is the way I feel when you are near and it makes me happy when you are here.....
wrote this one in my teens, as well...in the back woods of my grandparent's cabin in Minnestoa. I miss them and there.....also saw a huge black bear there one year. Scared the crap out of me and I ran all the way back to the cabin...and know it could have caught me had it wanted to now. Heard a bear outside this window the other night about 2 am..... Corner of the World I Found Sitting on a quiet, dark, dirt road under the stars I can make out the constellations....I can see Mars The long winding road is illuminated brightly by the moon and the peepers and whippor-wills sing out in tune The birch, evergreen and pine trees intertwine and stick Creating proud walls all around me so tall and so thick Thinking about the pieces of the puzzle of my life while the cold of the night cuts into my bones like a knife Getting warm by cuddling up into a ball trying not to disturb wilderness's beckoning call Listening to the raspberry patches sleeping at night knowing that they will plump out again to see the light The wind sends scents of pine through the air as it rushes by me and plays with my hair no other human for miles around to disturb the corner of the world I found and though there aren't any people near there is so much life and joy right here....
Winter's icy fingers clench the earth while winter holds the earth with white hands Life freezes for a moment in space.... A tree's sinewy arm cracks a splintery fracture in the still ness while a wolf's hungry howl echoes an aching madness Life screams for a moment in space An icy wind bites holes in a frozen earth a blanket of snow falls to cover the wounds Life hurts for a moment in space Night falls and stars twinkle a quiet lullabye while strong bodies lull the weak to sleep Life rests for a moment in space Spring comes and kisses the earth's cracked lips while a warmth seeps through the earth's fractured bones Life loves for a moment in space The earth melts and becomes a soft moss cushioned bed while pulsating life forces create a dewey breath Life creates a garden in space.... Life springs eternal in space....
Wrote this in 2008, when Puki pug died from heat exhauston..... Dearest Puki..... Our little beam of light Where did you go? So dark here at night Without you, wish you could know.... How much we miss you In the shadows in the dark We need you to come on through We miss your song, your way, your bark You always waited, patiently, for your turn For someone to love you and share you with you And now that is all we yearn And how we wish we knew You'd be here no more one day too soon And leave us with too much regret Under this reflecting moon That can't ever forget In life you were a twinkler, a dear You always had the kindest eyes Puki, we wish you were still here Instead of a star shining in the skies.....
Roses and Lollipops Roses new; lollipops old Summers warm; winters cold Mixed bouquet; thing of beauty unfold Blazed with heat; chilled with cold Pink lollipop lullabye; you're a child Of love intense; manner mild Pink roses growing soft and wild Sweet woman; wild child Green lollipop days; a summered field Sun in your hair; a golden shield You touched a rose stem; pain you feeled Memories green; a woman shall yield You tasted the sun with lollipops yellow It sank within your mouth; lemony mellow Yellow hair, yellow eyes; small child of yellows A yellow rose bud grows and mellows Virginal days; childhood fantasies White rose petals free in the breeze You fell and scraped your creamy knees White petals whispered baby breaths in the breeze Peach rose, peach skin; lollipop dream Your soft velvet skin; peaches and cream Are childhood memories as they seem? Or is it a peach petaled lollipop dream? Cherry lollipops; you remember the best Santa and ticycle; your crimson red dress The reds of summer; fire in your chest Cherry lollipops are what you liked best Red roses; the woman you became Loving by nature; growing untame Childhood reds still seem the same A perfect red rose you became. A kaleidoscope of roses and lollipops sweet You're a child woman; a she complete Chilled winters melted to summer's soft heat A kaleidoscope of roses and lollipops sweet Roses new; lollipops old Summers warm; winters cold Mixed bouquet; thing of beauty unfold Blazed with heat; chilled with cold. Pink lollipop lullabye; you're a child Of love intense; manner mild Pink rose growing soft and wild Sweet woman; wild child....
He found her in a coat of woven gold and with meditated care, slowly undid diamond buttons and gently broke her winter costume which melted into tears Then he washed her wounds with spring and cloaked her in a robe of earth and placed a wreath of stars upon her head.....
Silver Wings Sleepy outline of a twilight moon A luminous stitch of a dream to come soon Sewn together in a sweet summered tune With spattered drops of honeyed June An embroidered butterfly in pastels three Winged melon and pink and satin white free Stitched in an undaunted orchid fantasy Thin summered threads and a butterfly free.... A luminous stitch hums a lullabye laced in blue velvet stitches of sky Melony pink sweet butterfly fly high to stitch a gold dream in a soft lullabye Sleepy moon spreads its wings in pastel dew to touch a butterfly; luminous and silvery new With a sweeped caress, a crescent butterfly grew In silver wings, stars stitched themselves through....
Place is filth pure heart cannot survive pure heart cannot thrive Vampire followed me here sucked what i held dear what i held near leaving me me more alone than I have ever been I cannot play the game you are all the same you won I one