So a few days ago, I was in the bathroom at home (which is also the laundry room) and just out of curiosity, I snuck a peek at one of my mom's bras that were lying around to find out her bra size. My mom doesn't have big breasts, but she's very beautiful, so I wasn't able to control myself. Sometimes I masturbate to the thought of her breastfeeding me or just straight-up showing me her tits. Am I a bad son for having these kinds of thoughts toward my mom?
I would gather from your post and ability to write that you are past the age for breastfeeding. Weird, of course not. You may even want to discuss this with your mom and get her opinion on it.
No, the downstairs bathroom is the laundry room. I am well past the age for breastfeeding, which is why I feel so bad about it. I've been meaning to talk to my mom about it, but I don't know how to approach the topic.
I'm guessing you're of the age where you find breasts fascinating, which makes the bras that hold them fascinating as well. However, most likely you don't have the courage to go after breasts among your contemporaries, so you get worked up from the only bras that you do have access to. It will be a lot healthier for your mental state to work towards gaining access to the bras (and of course the breasts) of girls more your own age. Pursue that course - I can tell you that those girls are more interested than you think, Overcome your shyness, and start getting together with them.
It doesn't sound normal, it sounds gross. But my mom is hot, and I make a point of telling her how beautiful she is every day. Her boobs aren't big enough to play with though. She's not flat or sagging, just a tad small.
Thanks for the advice, and I would follow it in a heartbeat, except I have Asperger's syndrome, which makes me too socially awkward to get with a girl, especially the ones I'm interested in. I don't have any sisters, so my mom's bras are the only ones I can get my hands on. I'm also graduating college soon, so there isn't even enough time for me to find a girl who'd be willing to let me at her breasts.
If you are serious...maybe talk to a therapist or counselor. Not sure you should mention it to your mom.