mind fucked by AIM

Discussion in 'Mind Games' started by HerbuhLovuh, May 9, 2004.

  1. This guy keeps IMing me.
    We started with seemingly productive discussions on health and spirituality.
    Now he IMs me and:
    He starts out with name calling.

    Earlier it was
    you=dirty ******

    I ask him to please stop IMing me.
    He might respond with something like it is you who needs to stop IMing me!

    I say please your bothering me. I laugh.
    He says your bothering me alot more!

    I usually sit without typing for awhile and he sends some messages.
    Finally he says, "k peace"
    Then a few minutes later he says "you know what, no peace for you"
    or something like that
    And I might say, "that's fine by me"
    just a string of accusatory bull shit comes out of him when you don't play his game.
    And just a moment ago he says "I am blocking you"
    I had enough time to type "haha" before he did
    I mean, I never wanted him to say anything for me in the first place.
    I am not a 'social' person.
    This is just fucking hysterical.
    A true mind fuck.
    The scary part is I know that part of him exists in me, part of him I am taming, like a rediculous goofy wild beast.
    All well.
    People are addictd to fear and hatred. If you don't fear and hate them, they might tell you things like you are mean you are an awful person etc etc etc, because they want you to treat them badly so that they can feel something.

    Well I feel truth and love so I sit silently through most socializing in life.
    He even said "talk is cheap" and that is both true and not, because I know he is really upset right now.

    I am a lover. I do my best to not accuse people of my own problems, but there is a virus of the mind loose in this world that causes people to victmize others for their deficiencies, and there is a whole class of people who have been socialized as 'food' for those assholes.

    It is my hope that some of you see this.
    Mind fuck the bastards,
    Sit quietly, watch them explode.
    Know who you are.
    I am a lover.
    I am powerful in my silence.

    They are like farmers, looking for people with longing, to trick them and feed off their energy while sysematicly beating them down emotionally, at first very subtley, then later quite bluntly.

    Well, I find it funny in the most darkly humorous way imaginable.
    I love them anyway. That's how I can sit quietly and 'see' what might really be going on on so many levels no words could ever really explain.
    A true mind fuck.
    Confusion is even a warriors best friend.
    Free to be.
    That's why I somehow manage to love me.

    Hopefully he'll need food sooner or later, maybe I'll get a couple powerful responses, and I also suspect some farmers will show up and try and vamp me, for perhaps I am the same. And when he needs food, I will show him this thread, and we will both laugh.

    Justice through love power,
  2. Herb, you are one wacky dude.
    Keep it up.
  3. JamesM

    JamesM Member

    Herb, your fucking nuts.......but i like it ;)
  4. lol

    I love u thinkers
  5. garf12

    garf12 Member

    why not just block him:/
  6. Well, I enjoy observing the process of mind. I find it more energetically empowering and lovingly constructive for my own psyche to observe detached, than to react, even if I feel I understand.
  7. fractalated

    fractalated Member


    (...10 characters eh?)
  8. DarkLunacy

    DarkLunacy Senior Member

    Uh... I think you enjoy being mind fucked deep down to allow that to go on as long as it did...
  9. Interesting thought,

    although, completely biased form your own perspective of possibly how it might have caused you to feel. Revealing my feelings I admit I felt nothing.
  10. I ammend myself slightly admitting I felt interested in the process of mind, and humored by its absurd reactions.
    And since I predict you saying the same thing again I would just go ahead to admit to a deep love of a good mind fuck, although I don't hurt people personally, maybe you do. hehehehe.
  11. It was only a "mind fuck" because of the way you handled the situation. You didn't HAVE to do any of that, if I were you I woulda blocked him after I knew it wasn't someone who knew me.
  12. LoL
    You got it!
  13. Jesus~

    Jesus~ Member

    I love you .
  14. I luv u. I am a lovuh. You are a lovuh. We are all silly lovers.
  15. FreeSpiritedMelody

    FreeSpiritedMelody changes poopy diapers

    well you fucked my mind
  16. I can only hope it felt good.
  17. Peace

    Peace In complete harmony.

    I'm not addicted to fear. I fear nothing. Jesus (me) feels no pain. I feel what I want, but I simply feel no pain. Fear has no affect on me. How can I fear anyhting if I understand nothing. I don't run from what i don't know. And I don't know anything. How do I know that I don't know anything? Well, I don't. I assume. An assumption is knowledge without knowing. We assume. Because we assume, we truly know nothing. The fact that we know nothing means we should be scared of nothing. Pain is nothing as well. How can I feel pain if momentary happiness isn't real? true happiness is eternal. This means false happiness is happiness that ends. Pain is the absense of happiness. Since I don't have eternal or "true" happiness, I cannot be in pain. Without pain I have no fear. So how exactly am I addicted to fear?

    Can you understand this?
  18. "The fact that we know nothing means we should be scared of nothing."

    It also means you do not know what you are scared of.
  19. Peace

    Peace In complete harmony.

    Exactly, if we don't know what we're scared of. How can we be scared of anything?
  20. The answer is in you my friend.

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