mdpv......

4-mmc, dear science, won't you one day explain to me what the fuck you are doing to my brain!?

..if nothing else i'm extremely curious...

rettyplease:


the effects of 4-mmc seem to be nothing short of anomalous, and i REALLY hope that the long term effects of it's overuse are studied in time...i'm really curious as to what it does to your 5-ht system

 

I've been doing it daily for months. I love the stuff. And yet I'm still not addicted to it. Well, time to do another line!

 

Months? How much would you say you do a day?

 

I've been careful from the start not to keep increasing dosages. I have figured out the maximum dosage for myself. The maximum dosage for anyone depends on several factors, of course. For me, when practical, I would do about an 1/8th of a gram every time, every couple of hours. That has held true for as long as I have snorted MDPV (since June of 2011). What's more, it is standard procedure in my household to get a good night's rest every night. My physiology had to adapt to a routine of "amping" 18 hours a day and sleeping six hours a night, nearly every night. This routine has been the result of necessity and by choice: I choose to do MDPV, because it fits me and my otherwise natural physiology, outclassing anything and everything I've done in the past; I choose to keep it secret from absolutely everyone except those from whom I acquire it (and even they don't know what I'm doing with it); I choose, or at least try as best I can, to act like a normal person (the opposite of the stereotypical human being on drugs) in order to "fit in" everywhere in society; and, I choose to eat as much as I can stand, as my appetite barely exists, not surprisingly.

I don't claim to be someone with all the answers, even for myself, but I recommend being very careful, especially with chemicals that cause hallucinations, and don't be judgmental of others. I'm sure it has been stated hundreds of times elsewhere on this web site, but when it comes to any medicine or drug, the recommended dosage for one person—or for the average person—is not necessarily healthy, let alone perfect, for everyone else. One of my pet peeves is society's established assumptions based on rhetoric and generalities. And this is definitely one subject in which society frowns heavily on, no matter how little you do. And so it is all too easy for each and everyone of us to judge another for doing a certain amount of these "recreational drugs."
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Remember, you ain't cool unless you establish for yourself a solid list of standards, keep living by those (general) principles and (specific) rules, and keep yourself and everyone around you healthy by those standards.

I hope this answers several of anyone's questions (especially you, Well Arranged Dust). I practically wrote a book, after all!

 

^^good post - your point about individual doses, everyone's is not the same.

i think you're the first person i've heard about that actually enjoys mdpv...

 

Thanks for the positive feedback, porkstock41!
Yeah, the stuff doesn't sell like hotcakes for nothing; and the demographics for that market is a lot more ubiquitous than just a bunch of crack whores. At the risk of sounding conceited (but of course, I'm too perfect to be conceited), I maintain a high level of professionalism everywhere I am -- both at work and elsewhere. It's not all fun and games doing "recreational" drugs. It takes a tremendous amount of professionalism, dedication, and awareness just to be able to continue doing the stuff amidst an unbelievable amount of opposition!

I enjoy MDPV for the same reason anyone else enjoys it. What I do not enjoy is what I have to be and do to survive and keep doing MDPV. {sigh}

By the way, any beasty has to take a break once in a while. The demons will consume you if you don't fend them off.

 

I don't like mdpv. When bath salts were legal there were a bunch of brands with high amounts of mdpv in relation to 4-mmc, and those were always the worst. One or two bumps and you'd be up for 3 days unable to sleep or eat and grinding your teeth. At least that was the experience I had along with all of the people I did it with. I believe this is the chemical that caused all the bad pr that bath salts got in this area, since it's so ridiculously powerful and long lasting. People would freak out when they wouldn't sleep for days on end and start hallucinating. Especially since everyone was basically expecting mephedrone because that's what the first bath salts were.